Brooke20
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Hi there, I'm new to posting but have been reading & getting advice here for years.
Opiate addiction since 2012. I relapsed this past August, I was doing oxys that turned out to be fentanyl. It made me feel disgusting and surprisingly made my complex grief & ptsd (daughter died 2019) so much worse. November I started on prescribed suboxone 16 mg. It was too much, I went down to 12 mg within a few days. I kept tapering myself down with each weekly visit, I'm now on 6mg a day, I take 2mg x3 daily. Tonight, I don't know why, but I took a a whole 4mg instead of 2mg and I got high. A light, opiate feeling high. It felt great, which is not good for me! I don't want to abuse this stuff. Is that a thing? When you taper down and take a higher dose, you can feel a high? Is it usually just a fluke and a one time thing?
I also plan on going down to 4 mg on Wednesday. Then 2mg the Wednesday after that. Then 1 mg that next week. Does or has anyone take your dose every other day or every 2 days with a taper? Maybe to help your body adjust even more, start opening up the opioid receptors more? I'd ask my sub doc but he's just a prescriber, he doesn't really know the best way to taper and I know it's different for everyone. I'm going on how I feel. I'm also prescribed 3 mg of Klonopin a day but have only been taking 1.5mg, a beta blocker, Cymbalta, and then lots of natural supplements to help ease any withdrawal that may come when I stop.
When I withdrawal, it is AWFUL for me since I have many other medical conditions. Any other advice on that - supplements to take as I taper, any tricks, any other advice in general is much appreciated.
Thanks!
Opiate addiction since 2012. I relapsed this past August, I was doing oxys that turned out to be fentanyl. It made me feel disgusting and surprisingly made my complex grief & ptsd (daughter died 2019) so much worse. November I started on prescribed suboxone 16 mg. It was too much, I went down to 12 mg within a few days. I kept tapering myself down with each weekly visit, I'm now on 6mg a day, I take 2mg x3 daily. Tonight, I don't know why, but I took a a whole 4mg instead of 2mg and I got high. A light, opiate feeling high. It felt great, which is not good for me! I don't want to abuse this stuff. Is that a thing? When you taper down and take a higher dose, you can feel a high? Is it usually just a fluke and a one time thing?
I also plan on going down to 4 mg on Wednesday. Then 2mg the Wednesday after that. Then 1 mg that next week. Does or has anyone take your dose every other day or every 2 days with a taper? Maybe to help your body adjust even more, start opening up the opioid receptors more? I'd ask my sub doc but he's just a prescriber, he doesn't really know the best way to taper and I know it's different for everyone. I'm going on how I feel. I'm also prescribed 3 mg of Klonopin a day but have only been taking 1.5mg, a beta blocker, Cymbalta, and then lots of natural supplements to help ease any withdrawal that may come when I stop.
When I withdrawal, it is AWFUL for me since I have many other medical conditions. Any other advice on that - supplements to take as I taper, any tricks, any other advice in general is much appreciated.
Thanks!