Demigodz4Life
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Not to get off topic, but belfort what about ghb? Considering your usage of phenibut, I'd figured you would have at least tried it... I heard that it will increase both desire and ability?
Ofcourse opioids mess testosterons, U should get simple blood test and maybe testosterone replacement therapy. Im on my way with methadone and I have just one testicle, just survived testcancer. Methadone is known to lower mens testosterone alot. My testosterone was signficantly low... now waiting for TRT. It is a fact that mens suffer lower T who uses opioids and thats ur case for sure. PM what ur freetestosterone bloodtest says? Ihad 12,4 and that is too low especially for 24 year old guy. if 15 or lower TRT is recomended but at this age it should be more like 20-25. Let me know what it says
well, opiates not only killed my desire for sex but my ability..it didnt matter what the woman looked like, i wasnt interested..the testosterone lowering effect of opiates can last a long time even after getting off..
hell, benzos, ssris, most drugs kill my sex drive...only ones that increase it are stims and they fuck up your ability..lol..
Imagine being like this for YEARS! It's one of the main reasons I do steroids is because the damn suboxone always destroys my libido and ability to get hard ons. Luckily juice (steroids) and viagra and cialis are cheap. I love that third or fourth week after being on cycle (steroids) and my libido raging back. I'm not bragging, but I'll go from periods of not having sex for up to six months to a year while on bupe, then when I hop on steroids, I will have 5-6 fuck buddies within 2 weeks. Swear on my life. Plus, obviously, you look great while on steroids so it's much easier to get women.
Anyway, bupe is a destroyer of your libido and ability to get hard ons. The most disastrous part if coming off steroids while on bupe. It's akin to being in heroin withdrawal and shooting cocaine all night. Sure you'll feel great that night, but the next day you will be suicidal from the coke comedown WHILE in heroin withdrawal. Only did that once and it ranks up there as the top 3 worst things I have ever done or felt. Thank god I didn't have a gun then.
^^^ yes! I was on methdone back in the day..worst kick ever..went from 120mg a day to 0 in five days..just cruel.
So in retrospect, the steep jump from 16mg to settling at eight set off a spiral of anxiety and depression that what was really killing my cock.
I'm feeling better now at 8mg and everyday I get a little bit of libido back. I jumped like this 16mg for a month..then, in days, 0,2,2..by this point i was feeling great..then i woke up feeling a huge anxiety attack..so i started doing 4mg a day..it got worse..bumped up to 8 a day, and id say two days ago was the first day I felt normal..got a rager watching some porn! So the depression was compounding it bad.
Also, mega doses of Horny Goat Weed, plus healthfood, plus serious strength training all seem to be helping alot..Prob will get a script for cialis when I get back..Its gonna be over the counter in 2017!
Its almost like bupe WD's start mentally long before physically..It's like coming of Prozac or Zoloft emotion wise only way worse..
The Horny Goat Weed seems to be my temporary saviour..It gives you a solid three hour window in which you actually view women sexually and want to fuck them, and get a raging hardon. Requires about 5x the reccommended dose of the standard shit however. For instance, today I totally feel like I could fuck the gf.
I'm gonna run a little experiment..I'm going on vaycay with her for 12 long days this coming week..I'm gonna hit the gym super hard the next five days..Im not gonna drink at all..And then while on vacation, I'm gonna take Horny Goat Weed 3x per day, 2grams per dose..Also gonna stay at 8mg bupe..taper down somemore next month.
What's crazy to me was when I was inducted on a high dose, I was always horny..then today, within thirty min of dosing, I was feeling the drive again.. Now its gone..
So it may be less of the opiate effect and more of the withdrawal effect?