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Subhelp12345
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Hello,
Although I have read up on much of any suboxone issue, I do need some more help. I hope someone on here has experience what I am experiencing right now. Just a bit of background, since it may help: I messed up and started taking h from January until May. My WD symptoms lasted 1 month and a half! Everyone I knew went through WD for about a week. I was suffering for so damn long! Anyway, I was clean up until I said just once more because I was having a bad day and decided to be a big baby about it. Of course it's never just one day. I have been doing it for exactly 1 month now and it's time to stop this. I regretted it the minute I took it because I knew what was waiting for me in the end. Now, I had only 2 subs to work with. My last dose of h was Saturday night around 10:30pm, so I thought it would be okay to take 4mg of sub at 12pm Sunday. I had some mild symptoms and scored a 5 on that testing for when to take subs. After that I began to feel increasingly worse, so I took the other 4mgs of sub gradually, hoping my WD would go away. I was going through hell with chills and major leg pain (I couldn't walk it was brutal!), until I gave up and of course opted to get more h. I was really determined to stop this for good, but I couldn't risk not being able to sleep or not being able to get out to work on Monday morning. I have no option as I work with my family, so I can't just call in "sick" for 3 or 4 days. I can't tell my family either because it would just break their heart. So, I am trying to do this without anyone noticing anything odd going on (you can't really have the flu in August). Basically, now that I have taken the h to feel better so that I can sleep through the night and be ready for work, I am really not wanting to take any more h tomorrow. I was wondering, since the sub is in my system, would I be able to take the sub in the morning without going in WD again? Or would that make things way worse since I screwed up and took the h in-between? I'm assuming it's a no no, but I just have high hopes at the moment. I really want to do this and have 1 more sub left to make this work. Any help with this will be greatly appreciated.
Although I have read up on much of any suboxone issue, I do need some more help. I hope someone on here has experience what I am experiencing right now. Just a bit of background, since it may help: I messed up and started taking h from January until May. My WD symptoms lasted 1 month and a half! Everyone I knew went through WD for about a week. I was suffering for so damn long! Anyway, I was clean up until I said just once more because I was having a bad day and decided to be a big baby about it. Of course it's never just one day. I have been doing it for exactly 1 month now and it's time to stop this. I regretted it the minute I took it because I knew what was waiting for me in the end. Now, I had only 2 subs to work with. My last dose of h was Saturday night around 10:30pm, so I thought it would be okay to take 4mg of sub at 12pm Sunday. I had some mild symptoms and scored a 5 on that testing for when to take subs. After that I began to feel increasingly worse, so I took the other 4mgs of sub gradually, hoping my WD would go away. I was going through hell with chills and major leg pain (I couldn't walk it was brutal!), until I gave up and of course opted to get more h. I was really determined to stop this for good, but I couldn't risk not being able to sleep or not being able to get out to work on Monday morning. I have no option as I work with my family, so I can't just call in "sick" for 3 or 4 days. I can't tell my family either because it would just break their heart. So, I am trying to do this without anyone noticing anything odd going on (you can't really have the flu in August). Basically, now that I have taken the h to feel better so that I can sleep through the night and be ready for work, I am really not wanting to take any more h tomorrow. I was wondering, since the sub is in my system, would I be able to take the sub in the morning without going in WD again? Or would that make things way worse since I screwed up and took the h in-between? I'm assuming it's a no no, but I just have high hopes at the moment. I really want to do this and have 1 more sub left to make this work. Any help with this will be greatly appreciated.