Hellomynameisx
Greenlighter
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- Sep 10, 2015
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hi, I'll get straight to it. I started taking subs 2.5 years ago after 3 years of prescription painkiller abuse. it wasn't until 11 months ago that I fully committed, and I haven't had a pill since. well, I recently started to feel like the sub had turned on me. don't get me wrong, I'm grateful I did it, and don't regret it, but I think I took it for too long.
I never thought to attribute what I was experiencing to the sub, because I didn't think it had any side effects.
first and most annoying, I constantly feel like I'm in a haze. like im groggy from the moment I wake up until I go to bed. every day. I feel like I haven't been present in my own life for some time now.
second, I started having weird breathing sensations about a year and a half ago. like I couldn't quite get a deep enough breath, but it was constant. it's difficult to explain. I went to multiple specialists and took a range of tests, all telling me I was perfectly fine.
finally, a few months ago I started having some serious GI issues. I'll leave it at that, but I hadn't had them before and didnt have any change in my life big enough to warrant the sudden onset.
so I decided I wanted off. I jumped from 2mg about 11 days ago. it still sucks but I think im thru the worst and I don't want to go back. for info, I took about 3-4mg/day usually. but I was never consistent with my dosing. the most I'd ever do was 6mg/day but not often.
anyways, now that the acute withdrawal symptoms are waning, I'm starting to feel it in my head. i feel even more groggy. my brain feels dry like I'm missing all the right chemicals. I'm sure it's normal, but I'm just wondering if anyone's experienced any of these symptoms or anything similar. I tried to talk to my doctor about it but he never really gave me an answer, so any thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
edit: since detoxing, I've also noticed how much it changed me, and so have people close to me. emotionally and physically I was so much number than I thought. it's been a strange week for sure. getting back to normalcy, but I don't even know what that means anymore. I don't mean to bash it, just my observations.
I never thought to attribute what I was experiencing to the sub, because I didn't think it had any side effects.
first and most annoying, I constantly feel like I'm in a haze. like im groggy from the moment I wake up until I go to bed. every day. I feel like I haven't been present in my own life for some time now.
second, I started having weird breathing sensations about a year and a half ago. like I couldn't quite get a deep enough breath, but it was constant. it's difficult to explain. I went to multiple specialists and took a range of tests, all telling me I was perfectly fine.
finally, a few months ago I started having some serious GI issues. I'll leave it at that, but I hadn't had them before and didnt have any change in my life big enough to warrant the sudden onset.
so I decided I wanted off. I jumped from 2mg about 11 days ago. it still sucks but I think im thru the worst and I don't want to go back. for info, I took about 3-4mg/day usually. but I was never consistent with my dosing. the most I'd ever do was 6mg/day but not often.
anyways, now that the acute withdrawal symptoms are waning, I'm starting to feel it in my head. i feel even more groggy. my brain feels dry like I'm missing all the right chemicals. I'm sure it's normal, but I'm just wondering if anyone's experienced any of these symptoms or anything similar. I tried to talk to my doctor about it but he never really gave me an answer, so any thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
edit: since detoxing, I've also noticed how much it changed me, and so have people close to me. emotionally and physically I was so much number than I thought. it's been a strange week for sure. getting back to normalcy, but I don't even know what that means anymore. I don't mean to bash it, just my observations.
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