MissBlue12
Greenlighter
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Hello everyone, I am new to this board so please pardon any mistakes made. I am sharing a story from the past and asking some questions in hopes of gaining clarity on the issue! Thank you in advanced for taking time to read this. I am not asking for any advice on taking the substances, rather trying to enlighten myself/understand what is going on and if there are ways to cope with this particular problem.
I have always been a solo adventurer, meaning i very rarily trip with people. I occasionally hang with my bestfriend when taking an unknown subatances for safety reasons only, but for the most part im good on my own.
One night long long ago, I decided to take 3 grams of shrooms by myself expecting a great time like i always have had in the past during my occasional adventures. However, this night took a turn for the worst. For some reason, when i closed my eyes I saw faces and it freaked me out. I somewhat understand why this happens, but thats not even the best part. I was sitting in my basement watching archer having a blast when all of the suddeny brain was refistering everything as upside down and backwards...literally. This was absolutely terrifying, so I decided to get up and go get some fresh air. It was when i stood up that for some reason my feet felt like hands. I really don't know how else to describe it, so bear with me please. I felt a complete sense of loss and confusion, overall resulting in my first horrific trip. I had a complete loss of self, forgot who I was, where I was, what I was doing here...almost like I was trying to recall information that to be honest, is probably not even there in the first place. Has anyone ever experienced something like this? What are some good coping mechanisms that are helpful when dealing with these terrifying things? Please share! Thank you!
I have always been a solo adventurer, meaning i very rarily trip with people. I occasionally hang with my bestfriend when taking an unknown subatances for safety reasons only, but for the most part im good on my own.
One night long long ago, I decided to take 3 grams of shrooms by myself expecting a great time like i always have had in the past during my occasional adventures. However, this night took a turn for the worst. For some reason, when i closed my eyes I saw faces and it freaked me out. I somewhat understand why this happens, but thats not even the best part. I was sitting in my basement watching archer having a blast when all of the suddeny brain was refistering everything as upside down and backwards...literally. This was absolutely terrifying, so I decided to get up and go get some fresh air. It was when i stood up that for some reason my feet felt like hands. I really don't know how else to describe it, so bear with me please. I felt a complete sense of loss and confusion, overall resulting in my first horrific trip. I had a complete loss of self, forgot who I was, where I was, what I was doing here...almost like I was trying to recall information that to be honest, is probably not even there in the first place. Has anyone ever experienced something like this? What are some good coping mechanisms that are helpful when dealing with these terrifying things? Please share! Thank you!