I don't actually get drunk, though. I get baclofen/phenibut effects from alcohol along with dissociation typical from something like DXM. I only feel alcoho'ls effects on the inward rectifying potassium channels and the NMDA receptors, never the GABA A. I just get stimulated, talkative, and a little dissociated.
That sounds awful. Good luck and hang in there. I get that same feeling whenever I had to go through baclofen withdrawals.
I get stimulated, talkative, and a little dissociated with alcohol too. It also makes me feel happy if I'm in the right situation. Drinking with friends and being social as opposed to drinking alone.
Dexedrine withdrawal is awful at first. I'm over the worst part. I've had all this time off work to recover. It took willpower, but I found the energy to get up and go to the gym every day. Even on day 1. By the time I go back to work, the worst aftereffect will be running out of energy a little too early in the day. Extra coffee helps in the short term.