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I originally thought about posting this in BDD, but I think the folk there will have no idea, so regardless of probably little discussion value, I'll post it here. It'll be a long post, but I'll try to provide a TL;DR at the end.
Preface: I've been using codeine daily for about half a year, skipping a day or two a few times each month. For about two months I've been using 500-650 mg taken in one dose, always on an empty stomach (>4 h since last meal), usually in the evening 10-15 minutes before dinner. During the day I don't really feel much discomfort, nothing to write home about anyway. When I skip a day or two, I start feeling slightly more discomfort as the 24 hours-since-last-dose mark approaches and it kind of stays on that level until about 70 hours, at which point I start feeling a little better. So, my tolerance and general level of dependence is fairly low. I've also never gone through hardcore opioid withdrawal, I guess that's worth mentioning as well. This is my first time using opioids daily long-term.
The problem: after reading about O-desmethyltramadol (O-DT) I decided to give it a try, so I ordered 2 grams. I assume it's a racemate, so it has NRI properties in addition to being an opioid. It arrived a few days before I had a short week, so I didn't need to wait long to give it a proper try. I consumed the 2 grams really fast (way faster than planned) as I had nothing to do at home. First few days I didn't take much to assess the way I react to it, but the last 3 days I took it two times during the day (around noon and then about 4pm), each time ca 250 mg. So that makes it 1.5 g in 3 days, total of 5 days for 2 g.
Strange things started almost instantly. On third day (when I hadn't used a lot yet) I felt pretty off in the morning, which was alleviated by taking the drug so it's safe to assume it was withdrawal. When I ran out, the next morning I woke up feeling pretty bad. The symptoms were identical to classical opioid withdrawal, only way more pronounced. By the 24-hour mark I was pretty much in fetal position on my bed feeling like death. As any genius would do, I figured that I'll try to "skip" the torture by getting drunk, so I started drinking, but it only seemded to make the matter worse yet I continued anyway. By about 9 pm I decided to try to sleep, but restless arm syndrome (yeah, arm not leg) wasn't letting me so I consumed 3 mg of bromazepam (I don't take benzos, so I have no tolerance), about 1 g of valerian extract and the last 40 mg of O-DT I had left for emergency, the situation resembling an emergency, honestly. I fell asleep quickly, I imagine, even though I don't really remember much after taking the other drugs.
What is even stranger, now, is that I woke up feeling fine. Fine as in exactly the way I would feel on the second day of abstinence from my usual codeine, perhaps ~10% more intense. Everything had returned to "normal". So what puzzles me is why the withdrawal was:
1) so intense
2) so short
3) started so soon
O-DT has a remarkable half-life of 8-10 hours and it has an active metabolite, so I would not imagine withdrawal starting practically 12 hours after last dose given my low tolerance/dependence. 3 days of semi-heavy use is not enough to cause a spike in tolerance/downregulation, is it?
Regarding the drinking, I did start pretty early. One study says that acetaldehyde does something with the opioidergic system, although I fail to completely understand what (would appreciate an explanation though!), but it seems like it may agonize it. Yet another study reports that acetaldehyde condenses with some endogenous opioid peptides making them inactive, so that should have an antagonistic effect.
This happened last week and I've been back to my codeine schedule as per usual. Right now I'm approaching the 48 hour mark since last dose and not feeling anything out of the ordinary. I ordered more of the O-DT, partially out of curiosity - I'm planning on doing some experimentation on myself with it. Yeah, I can be a masochist. Also, the vendor seems to be trustworthy, so I don't imagine I got something else or the drug was very impure (and I didn't notice any other effect of the drug that shouldn't have been there). I didn't run a test on it, because in all honesty I'm very lazy, but I might explore it with the second order.
TL;DR Practically no opioid dependence/withdrawal upon abstaining and no previous strong opioid withdrawal experiences. Took average-high doses of O-desmethyltramadol for 3 days, total of 1.5 g. Experienced very short (<20 hours) yet intense withdrawal that started as early as 12 hours since last dose. Possible explanation?
Thanks for your input in advance!
Preface: I've been using codeine daily for about half a year, skipping a day or two a few times each month. For about two months I've been using 500-650 mg taken in one dose, always on an empty stomach (>4 h since last meal), usually in the evening 10-15 minutes before dinner. During the day I don't really feel much discomfort, nothing to write home about anyway. When I skip a day or two, I start feeling slightly more discomfort as the 24 hours-since-last-dose mark approaches and it kind of stays on that level until about 70 hours, at which point I start feeling a little better. So, my tolerance and general level of dependence is fairly low. I've also never gone through hardcore opioid withdrawal, I guess that's worth mentioning as well. This is my first time using opioids daily long-term.
The problem: after reading about O-desmethyltramadol (O-DT) I decided to give it a try, so I ordered 2 grams. I assume it's a racemate, so it has NRI properties in addition to being an opioid. It arrived a few days before I had a short week, so I didn't need to wait long to give it a proper try. I consumed the 2 grams really fast (way faster than planned) as I had nothing to do at home. First few days I didn't take much to assess the way I react to it, but the last 3 days I took it two times during the day (around noon and then about 4pm), each time ca 250 mg. So that makes it 1.5 g in 3 days, total of 5 days for 2 g.
Strange things started almost instantly. On third day (when I hadn't used a lot yet) I felt pretty off in the morning, which was alleviated by taking the drug so it's safe to assume it was withdrawal. When I ran out, the next morning I woke up feeling pretty bad. The symptoms were identical to classical opioid withdrawal, only way more pronounced. By the 24-hour mark I was pretty much in fetal position on my bed feeling like death. As any genius would do, I figured that I'll try to "skip" the torture by getting drunk, so I started drinking, but it only seemded to make the matter worse yet I continued anyway. By about 9 pm I decided to try to sleep, but restless arm syndrome (yeah, arm not leg) wasn't letting me so I consumed 3 mg of bromazepam (I don't take benzos, so I have no tolerance), about 1 g of valerian extract and the last 40 mg of O-DT I had left for emergency, the situation resembling an emergency, honestly. I fell asleep quickly, I imagine, even though I don't really remember much after taking the other drugs.
What is even stranger, now, is that I woke up feeling fine. Fine as in exactly the way I would feel on the second day of abstinence from my usual codeine, perhaps ~10% more intense. Everything had returned to "normal". So what puzzles me is why the withdrawal was:
1) so intense
2) so short
3) started so soon
O-DT has a remarkable half-life of 8-10 hours and it has an active metabolite, so I would not imagine withdrawal starting practically 12 hours after last dose given my low tolerance/dependence. 3 days of semi-heavy use is not enough to cause a spike in tolerance/downregulation, is it?
Regarding the drinking, I did start pretty early. One study says that acetaldehyde does something with the opioidergic system, although I fail to completely understand what (would appreciate an explanation though!), but it seems like it may agonize it. Yet another study reports that acetaldehyde condenses with some endogenous opioid peptides making them inactive, so that should have an antagonistic effect.
This happened last week and I've been back to my codeine schedule as per usual. Right now I'm approaching the 48 hour mark since last dose and not feeling anything out of the ordinary. I ordered more of the O-DT, partially out of curiosity - I'm planning on doing some experimentation on myself with it. Yeah, I can be a masochist. Also, the vendor seems to be trustworthy, so I don't imagine I got something else or the drug was very impure (and I didn't notice any other effect of the drug that shouldn't have been there). I didn't run a test on it, because in all honesty I'm very lazy, but I might explore it with the second order.
TL;DR Practically no opioid dependence/withdrawal upon abstaining and no previous strong opioid withdrawal experiences. Took average-high doses of O-desmethyltramadol for 3 days, total of 1.5 g. Experienced very short (<20 hours) yet intense withdrawal that started as early as 12 hours since last dose. Possible explanation?
Thanks for your input in advance!
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