bluesteyes
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I currently take 10mg to 20mg of Oxycodone per day for pain issues. However, every once in awhile I will take 55mg at once for not only pain relief but to get some euphoria.
Anyway, two times last week I took 55mg. After coming down from the high, I experienced something that I have never experienced before. I became extremely irritable and found people to be annoying. Just the sound of a human voice was enough for me to get irritated. I had to turn off the TV. Going into the grocery store to buy some food was a real chore. I tried to be courteous to people, but I just couldn't wait to get out of there.
The other experience I had is that I felt very anxious and desperate. Every personal problem that I have in my life became amplified, and I had this feeling of just being overwhelmed by everything.
In other words, my experiences were the extreme opposite of being under the influence of Oxy at a high dosage. The irritation and anxiousness eventually wore off, but it was truly a bizarre experience.
I mention this because this is not my usual experience. In the past, the come down from this drug has been quite nice. Even after the high wore off, I felt at peace, kind of sociable, etc. I have been taking Oxy regularly for the past 4 months, but all of a sudden, the come down from this drug at non-prescribed dosages has just totally changed.
If anything positive has come from the experiences I had last week, it's made me very reluctant to "abuse" this medication, even if I am disciplined with how much I abuse it.
Has anyone had similar experiences while taking Oxycodone or other opiates??
Anyway, two times last week I took 55mg. After coming down from the high, I experienced something that I have never experienced before. I became extremely irritable and found people to be annoying. Just the sound of a human voice was enough for me to get irritated. I had to turn off the TV. Going into the grocery store to buy some food was a real chore. I tried to be courteous to people, but I just couldn't wait to get out of there.
The other experience I had is that I felt very anxious and desperate. Every personal problem that I have in my life became amplified, and I had this feeling of just being overwhelmed by everything.
In other words, my experiences were the extreme opposite of being under the influence of Oxy at a high dosage. The irritation and anxiousness eventually wore off, but it was truly a bizarre experience.
I mention this because this is not my usual experience. In the past, the come down from this drug has been quite nice. Even after the high wore off, I felt at peace, kind of sociable, etc. I have been taking Oxy regularly for the past 4 months, but all of a sudden, the come down from this drug at non-prescribed dosages has just totally changed.
If anything positive has come from the experiences I had last week, it's made me very reluctant to "abuse" this medication, even if I am disciplined with how much I abuse it.
Has anyone had similar experiences while taking Oxycodone or other opiates??