Nitrogen660
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Hey guys, I've used bluelight.org as my go-to source for an array of inquiries all related to drugs and the usage thereof for several years now. I actually have searched the forums extensively for some variation of my question, but I can't find a similar thread, which actually adds slightly to the anxiety resultant of the presence of the issue in general...
To cut to the chase, when I shoot heroin I sometimes experience a complete disturbance of my ability to interact with the world. I can't think of words to describe it other than being "fucked up". Not in a good way, either. It feels like I've smoked an excessive amount of Marijuana, and I experience elevated heart rate, anxiety, and "couch lock" where I don't want to move. I also become disoriented and lose all sense of responsibility or motivation. (I. E. If I did my shot an hour before work, I might decide abruptly not to go in that day). This usually lasts about hour to an hour and a half and is followed by a lingering feeling of disorientation and generalized despair (like everything is wrong when nothing is really wrong).
This doesn't happen every time. It crosses batches, and is definitely batch specific (i.e. Another shot from the same bag/cap will reproduce the same effects I've described). Almost always the powder is white or off-white in color, though it seems 90% of H down here (Ft. Laud/Miami) is. I've tried taking a sample from the same batch afterwards and snorting it and usually don't experience any physiological reaction whatsoever. I'm very perplexed.
I believe whatever it is is still an opiate, as it seems to abate sickness still, for a time. Regardless, there is no rush, and the onset usually takes 15-20 seconds and is abrupt, as opposed to the rush which accompanies "regular dope" taking 5-10 seconds. What the hell is going on here? Is it me? Is it just garbage dope (and garbage luck, because it's been acquired from a variety of characters in various locations spanning two counties).
To cut to the chase, when I shoot heroin I sometimes experience a complete disturbance of my ability to interact with the world. I can't think of words to describe it other than being "fucked up". Not in a good way, either. It feels like I've smoked an excessive amount of Marijuana, and I experience elevated heart rate, anxiety, and "couch lock" where I don't want to move. I also become disoriented and lose all sense of responsibility or motivation. (I. E. If I did my shot an hour before work, I might decide abruptly not to go in that day). This usually lasts about hour to an hour and a half and is followed by a lingering feeling of disorientation and generalized despair (like everything is wrong when nothing is really wrong).
This doesn't happen every time. It crosses batches, and is definitely batch specific (i.e. Another shot from the same bag/cap will reproduce the same effects I've described). Almost always the powder is white or off-white in color, though it seems 90% of H down here (Ft. Laud/Miami) is. I've tried taking a sample from the same batch afterwards and snorting it and usually don't experience any physiological reaction whatsoever. I'm very perplexed.
I believe whatever it is is still an opiate, as it seems to abate sickness still, for a time. Regardless, there is no rush, and the onset usually takes 15-20 seconds and is abrupt, as opposed to the rush which accompanies "regular dope" taking 5-10 seconds. What the hell is going on here? Is it me? Is it just garbage dope (and garbage luck, because it's been acquired from a variety of characters in various locations spanning two counties).