ellieparker
Greenlighter
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- Aug 12, 2016
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So I'm 17 and been smoking bud since I was 14 but in the last year and a half ive been smoking everyday. I think the longest I've probably been without bud is a day. I don't really smoke much a day, just a G or 2, but the problem is the fact im smoking everyday, not really how much im smoking. I smoke all my bud in bongs because it gets me so much higher and a nicer high than a joint.
but since ive been smoking every day and and doing bongs i feel like i literally cant go without bud.
I wake up every morning with a horrible stomach ache as if im really hungry. I will eat but it will only make me feel more ill as another side affect of me not smoking bud in the morning is i have absolutely no appetite so eating only makes me feel worse. The only way to get rid of it is to do a well nice bong.
Once im high its completely gone and i just feel normal.
Its got so bad that i now that i also throw up some mornings because the tummy pains are so intence and i guess i have in my head that im ill because i dont feel 'normal' from a bong.
I know all this points in the direction that i need to cut down but its exactly why its so hard and feels impossible for me, I cant even get to sleep unless ive smoked bud.
seems like an endless cycle to me and i dont really know what to do tbf
but since ive been smoking every day and and doing bongs i feel like i literally cant go without bud.
I wake up every morning with a horrible stomach ache as if im really hungry. I will eat but it will only make me feel more ill as another side affect of me not smoking bud in the morning is i have absolutely no appetite so eating only makes me feel worse. The only way to get rid of it is to do a well nice bong.
Once im high its completely gone and i just feel normal.
Its got so bad that i now that i also throw up some mornings because the tummy pains are so intence and i guess i have in my head that im ill because i dont feel 'normal' from a bong.
I know all this points in the direction that i need to cut down but its exactly why its so hard and feels impossible for me, I cant even get to sleep unless ive smoked bud.
seems like an endless cycle to me and i dont really know what to do tbf