• S E X
    L O V E +
    R E L A T I O N S H I P S


    ❤️ Welcome Guest! ❤️


    Posting Guidelines Bluelight Rules
  • SLR Moderators: axe battler | xtcgrrrl | arrall

some stuff i wrote while chatting up a guy, brief bit of gay erotic prose

tantric

Bluelighter
Joined
Jan 2, 2004
Messages
867
hmm, tell me about this top thing - how often are you getting laid? are you just being on top, or are you giving good dick? ;-)

right then - you have to understand the flow of dominance in sex. when to rub the guy's head when he's blowing you, letting him know he's a good boy, when to pull him down hard on it - challenge him to deep throat it, and show your appreciation. he wants to please you, but he wants you to be strong and in control, too. let him submit - there comes a time when you have to stop him, hold his head still and fuck his face...but you have to know when, when he's totally spiritually open, giving you full reign, and you have to make that fill good for him. and all of this is just a prelude to what you're going to do to his ass, and he knows it - he's getting to know the shape and size of your cock, what its like to be filled up with it, it's what he's going to be seeing in his head when he's face down in a pillow a few minutes later.

when he turns around and offers you his ass, it has to be a moment of pure liberation for him. all that stupid male bullshit is gone, the role of beta male is SO warm and comfortable, because he knows exactly what his alpha expects of him. that when you spread that fuzzy ass and bury your face in it - let there no shame for him in his ass, you're glorifying it, kissing it, licking it. he's face down, in a position of total submission, and rather than being belittled or punished for it, he's being worshipped and pleasured. but he has to know who's in control - that's why you slap it,

that gift of ass is precious, because in all honesty, having a dick shoved up your hole hurts. sometimes a lot, but its the only way to get to getting your goodie filled, that fantastic prostate massage. he's trusting you to use just the right amount of force, and he flat knows you're aroused by causing him pain - all tops like to hear a bottom moan, causing another man pain topped with enough pleasure to make him want it - and doing it with your dick, is the ultimate power trip.

you have to know your assholes, too - which ones need fingering first, slow stretching and opening, also and utterly visceral pleasure for the bottom, to be teased into relaxing, opening up. you have to know if the guy wants you to slide in slow and gentle, bit by bit, or if he's the kind what wants it rough, wants to be challanged as to how much he can take. that kind - you have to help make him feel like more of a man because he can take more pain, more intensity, make him *grow* spiritually by his strength. but ultimately, always, there comes a point where you have to just let go and fuck the holy hell out of that hole, jack hammer it for all you're worth, put your heart into it - get the rhythm going then suddenly go in DEEP, all the way, flatten his ass, watch his eyes roll back then back to the jackhammer.

oh, no, baby, i'm gonna work your hole. do you like having it licked and teased? i'm gonna take care of it right. i want your entire awareness focused on your asshole, and when i finally push my dick in there, there won't be any room in your head for worry or any of your daily bullshit - my dick is gonna fulfil like nothing else can, make you complete, sated, done - and then i'm gonna pull it out and teach you what its like to have WAY more than you need, just but not quite more than you can handle.

where you were full before, i'm gonna hammer it in. i'm gonna put so much dick in you all your problems and worries will have to just get lost. i want you to have that happy glow well into the next day, i want you walking around fully aware of how i pushed your ass to its limits, how you took it like a man and gave it back to me just as good, how you EARNED my cum when i bust my nut deep in you (in a condom), but you'll feel my energy in there, like a warm ball of power in your prostate that you keep with you. when you leave that bedroom, mf, you better have a bit of swagger in your step, swing in your ass, walkin' tall - smile at people with that secret knowledge smile cause while we may not look like cover boys, we owned some gd pornstar sex the night before, and we KNOW it.


and just in case i can't make you cum like that, if i must admit defeat, i'll surrender like a real man. i'll roll over on my back, look you in the eye and pull my legs back, showing you what you've won - that you're not the only one with a nice, fuzzy hole. and at that moment, every drop of testosterone in your furry bod with be shot into your brain, like you just mainlined a fat dose of primal fucking caveman. and i'm not the kind that needs teasing - i want you to suit up and push it for all you're worth. man, when you see what that does to me, like its tearing me apart but my eyes are begging you not to stop...and if you do, i'll flat tell you, 'i need it all, man, slide it slow all the way in, balls deep the first time. i can handle it, can take it, it's what i need, dammit' and when you've totally plugged me with your fat cock, i want you to kiss me like you mean it, kiss me like you've got every inch of your dick up my ass, take my fucking breath away - and then you'll pop. no fucking way you get beyond the first stroke, though you fucking know i know how to give up ass by now, i'll throw you back, sit on your cock, pin down your arms and pull your fucking nut out of your prostate with my ass lips if i have to, while i kiss you like a mf moviestar. dammit, because you're fucking GORGEOUS and gd deserve it. peace.
 
Last edited:
i've been chatting with this guy, well, boy, online for weeks. he's 23, im 43 and before you ask, i dated 40yos when i was 20 something and that's still my preference. but he's tall, fuzzy, slim and the puppy dog eyes...and he's smart. problem? he won't accept my baseball dating rules (first date, first base). the only date i can get is a booty call, and i've sworn off those....so i tease him, with my words...we'll see how it goes. tantric's law: a thing freely given is worthless, a thing hard earned is priceless.
 
You have made me feel so gay right now omg take me o.o

That's some seriously steamy reading right there as a sub <3
 
dude! i don't know why i read that because i'm not gay, but i suppose you've got a talent for erotica, even though it made me wince a little. certainly interesting to read something like that from the standpoint of a gay bloke though. :)
 
I'm straight I just read that and putmy in my ass are you really want guy balls deep pounding my ass hard i really am horny as fucking shit please come take my asshole I love getting teased I play with dildos in my ass and love it my girlfriend loves watching me then she plays with my ass I really would enjoy a cock deep in me and her walk in to me screaming with pleasure she has asked of i would i would love it if the guy that was writing that post i am telling her yes thats it
 
i thought it might have sociological interest - is sexology a word? the flow of power and control in sex. how does that work for straight people? i'd like to hear a dominatrix do what i just did (in the sense of analysing the experience)
 
I bet if you posted that on some "hate gays" website, most of its asshole members would be secretly masturbating to it.... while they tell each other "how bad it is".
 
funny, i'd already decided to file it in my book of spells under "summon closet case". hmm - these days i'm pretty sure i could turn that into a spoken word piece and deliver it at an open mic night.....the second person part really works for that....
 
I liked the part of your essay where you examine the fundamentals of the top/bottom, dominant/submissive sex role in gay men having anal sex. Specifically, the part where you mention that the top/dom partner is more than well aware that his intense, hard, thrusting, phallic pleasure is (much or some of the time, anyway) his bottom/sub anal sex partner's pain or discomfort which sometimes or usually rather is interpreted by the bottom to equal pleasure if at all possible. While I find both the top's and the bottom's points of view on this sexual power dynamic a personal turn on (I'm a gay bottom btw), this realization (which I've had in my own mind for a while even before reading your fine piece of homosexual male-on-male erotic fiction here) also forms the basis for my sneaking suspicion that the power dynamics or crux if you will of the quintessential gay male sex act (which is, arguably anyway, anal sex) is, in fact, well grounded in sado-masochism and probably also stems from the bottom's unhealthy relationship to his father from a very early age in his own personal early child and family development. Of course, one can also attribute some of its appeal to the genital (for the top partner, obviously) and anal retentive stages (for the bottom and usually the top partner as well; obviously the need to control "dirty" body functions while secretly deriving pleasure from their natural fulfillment [i.e., from defecation] and while publicly being taught to abhor germs [wash your hands!!!] and anything remotely scatological in nature) of primary sexual fulfillment as espoused by Sigmund Freud, who further proffered his theory that male homosexuality was probably influenced by a young boy having an overactive, smother mother combined with a passive-aggressive, distant father whose sexual and emotional domination of the child's mother is so complete that the young child imprints on his father--whose affection seems impossible to obtain--instead of his mother--whose overly effusive affection is rightly recognized by the young male child to be the source of his father's antipathy for the child. Other studies have shown that a young boy seeing an adult male's fully developed genitals in person for the first time even by accident or for only a brief period of time dramatically increases the likelihood of later male homosexual sexual orientation development in that child, as does sexual molestation by an older male. The last thing that has been shown to be associated with increased incidence of eventual gay male sexual development is if the adolescent male did not play team sports in high school; however, this one is an obvious causality attribution error which simply reflects the adolescent's sense of "not fitting in with the other, masculine guys" or "otherness" which has also been shown to be a psychological mental attribute of eventual male homosexual ideation and/or identification. Of course, these same sexual power dynamics also apply to fucking between and among "straight" people as well, who tend to blithely gloss over the fact that 50% of them have at least attempted anal sex (preferring to completely associate that act with male homosexuals wherever possible even if only implicitly by denying their oft enthusiasm for the self same behavior). In short, sex and violence (and pleasure and pain, for that matter) go hand in hand for a reason, and we like them both.
 
Tantric, your gay porn writing has an interesting psychological perspective.
I bet if you posted that on some "hate gays" website, most of its asshole members would be secretly masturbating to it.... while they tell each other "how bad it is".
That's a good idea. On a "conservative" news website I used to read, when an unusually annoying article was published, sometimes an anonymous "gay_porn_writer" used to gift the Comments section with gay porn stories. It was hilarious because the stories generated so much outrage from the readers. The stories were only copied-pasted so it was easy to do; I was eventually banned, my whole IP range was blacklisted so I couldn't just switch computers at the University.
 
Last edited:
Top