GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
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Mostly negative aspects.. I just wanted to see if people felt the same way. Because I was instantly new to opiates, it did take some time before I noticed negative changes. I would say it took me a solid year.. First six months I only needed 10-20 mg, dosing at 40 mg a day after year 1 to sometimes 60. This terrifies me because pain management patients probably feel the negative aspects of opoid addiction much more intensely.
-Opoids were once a stimulant to me. Now they are more of a downer and no longer serve as energy boosters as they once did.
-Depression like no other in between doses. It's not like an adderall crash but a slow decline into a severe sense of hopelessness. The good old days where I woke up feeling GOOD the next day and not in a sweat and sickness.
-Withdrawals coming back like hell. I assume most of the reasons I no longer enjoy their charm is because the body adjusts to functioning with their presence so quickly that one even goes through W/D literally as soon as the high wears off. Extremely terrible to deal with on a regular basis.
-They no longer relieve stress like they once did.
-Consistent runny nose.
However, it's impossible to take tolerance breaks (when you're an addict/one feels like a complciated form of death when quitting/lowering dosages).
-Opoids were once a stimulant to me. Now they are more of a downer and no longer serve as energy boosters as they once did.
-Depression like no other in between doses. It's not like an adderall crash but a slow decline into a severe sense of hopelessness. The good old days where I woke up feeling GOOD the next day and not in a sweat and sickness.
-Withdrawals coming back like hell. I assume most of the reasons I no longer enjoy their charm is because the body adjusts to functioning with their presence so quickly that one even goes through W/D literally as soon as the high wears off. Extremely terrible to deal with on a regular basis.
-They no longer relieve stress like they once did.
-Consistent runny nose.
However, it's impossible to take tolerance breaks (when you're an addict/one feels like a complciated form of death when quitting/lowering dosages).