OwnedInTheDome
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 17, 2015
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- 10
So ya I'm not much on social anxiety in normal life. I'm actually a very social person, I have a lot of friends and I deal with many awkward situations in a very positive manner. I usually only get it after smoking bud so I am trying to figure out a way around it. I've always found it weird that all of my friends can function completely normal after smoking and that I can not, and I think I have finally figured out why. I get social anxiety after smoking. When I smoke I usually like to be alone, at the end of the night, when no one can bother me, I can just unwind, relax, and not worry about anything. But when I smoke with other people, I get paranoid. I think what I say sounds stupid, I sound too stoned, I looked too stoned, I avoid any and all conflict, I don't even like to answer texts because what I might say may sound too stoned lol. I can deal with another person around me being stoned as fuck, but when it comes to sober people I feel I can't function and I get paranoid.
Has anyone come into this perspective and if so how do I deal with it? Or maybe I am just doomed an anxiety smoker. I mean shit it's fine if I am, even when I just want to smoke and unwind by myself I go through about a gram a month, but it's no fun when I want to partake with friends. Anyone else have this problem?
Has anyone come into this perspective and if so how do I deal with it? Or maybe I am just doomed an anxiety smoker. I mean shit it's fine if I am, even when I just want to smoke and unwind by myself I go through about a gram a month, but it's no fun when I want to partake with friends. Anyone else have this problem?