I have been clean from everything 3 weeks (~90mg roxycodone per day / 2mg Kpin or Xanax). It was tough, lost my job, terrible anxiety (although now diagnose with ADHD), broke up with a long term girlfriend, but I feel great. I have the best job opportunity of my life and I'm only in my twenties. Things are for sure starting to look my way.
Fast forward to yesterday. Out boating with the family I was helping get the boat on the trailer and fell four feet and hit my back straight on some metal framing of a boat trailer. It hurt super bad but I toughed it out. Later that night there was a huge ass bruise, I couldn't sit or walk. I had a big gash from the metal I hit. It looked pretty bad and legitimately hurt like a mofo. Later that night I had bad tension in my shoulders...really bad and developed a migraine that kept me up all night while my back was killing me. I was vomiting and took some promethazine and even some ondansetron, to no avail. The light hurt my eyes so bad I couldn't see. I drove to the hospital, who probably pulled medical records and knew I talked to my doctor who helped me detox.
I get there and they give me an IV of ondansetron (Zofran), and a toradol shot, as well as norflex. I literally felt nothing and continued to sit there in anguish. She sent me home with muscle relaxers and told me to take tylenol. Nothing. I have to drive 6 hours to a job interview in a couple days and I'm suffering. I don't want to use but this sucks.
Still happy to be clean, and I do have someone reliable who would only give me them as needed. I can't sit down right
/rant
Fast forward to yesterday. Out boating with the family I was helping get the boat on the trailer and fell four feet and hit my back straight on some metal framing of a boat trailer. It hurt super bad but I toughed it out. Later that night there was a huge ass bruise, I couldn't sit or walk. I had a big gash from the metal I hit. It looked pretty bad and legitimately hurt like a mofo. Later that night I had bad tension in my shoulders...really bad and developed a migraine that kept me up all night while my back was killing me. I was vomiting and took some promethazine and even some ondansetron, to no avail. The light hurt my eyes so bad I couldn't see. I drove to the hospital, who probably pulled medical records and knew I talked to my doctor who helped me detox.
I get there and they give me an IV of ondansetron (Zofran), and a toradol shot, as well as norflex. I literally felt nothing and continued to sit there in anguish. She sent me home with muscle relaxers and told me to take tylenol. Nothing. I have to drive 6 hours to a job interview in a couple days and I'm suffering. I don't want to use but this sucks.
Still happy to be clean, and I do have someone reliable who would only give me them as needed. I can't sit down right
/rant