I was an opiate user for about 6-8 months total. but I only used once a week, chipping away at it until about 6 months ago I went on a month long binge of using 3-4 days a week (sometimes 5) and got the wonders of withdrawals. Well, I cleaned up for a month and then went back to chipping, which was fine for about another 1-2 months and then I accidentally took 3 doses in one week (spread out every couple of days) and got some mild WD's (heavy RLS which drove me up a wall). well I decided then that enough was enough and quite completely on April 11th of this year. I was good except for some mild cravings that would come and go with time and has pretty much faded away completely except for the "ahh, I remember how nice that was" memory. Well, last night I was a dumb fuck and accepted a single 25 mg dosage of percocet's from a relative in a moment of weakness and had a nice night. well, KIND of a nice night. I honestly didn't have that good of a time as my brain was screaming at me for taking a dose after being clean for 3 1/2 months and of course the shame that comes with it. I'm not too worried about restarting an addiction. I just feel embarrassed for taking it this once and have no desire to do so again. My question is, after spending 8 months chipping away and going through full WD's once ,and just RLS and shakiness for the second, will I have any WD symptoms after just taking this ONE 25 mg dose? I'm terrified of going through WD's again and have NO desire to slip back into my past, but I've never gone this long before without even a single doze (3.5 months since I took my last dose) so I have no frame of reference to how easy it is to fall back into withdrawals (little tidbit, since I only dosed once a day it would take me 48 hours after my last dose to feel WD's)
thanks for any advice
thanks for any advice