Ventrusii
Bluelighter
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- Jun 26, 2016
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Is there a reason that I frequently sleepwalk while severely overdosing on Etizolam, an X-Diazepine? I take 2-4mg often and the times where I completely lose it and forget I ever dosed I, from what I can remember/have been told, I have taken anywhere from 7-10mg. Every time I take this much, I have many reoccurring symptoms.
1) I have a STRONG compulsion to drink whenever I see the chance, and I do REALLY stupid things in the process of getting the alcohol. Like, really stupid things. I'll try to make it look like I never drank by attempting to RE-FILL a boxed wine.
2) I sleepwalk. A lot. I have, every time I megadose, wake up in the middle of the night and piss all over the bathroom floor. Like, why the hell?
3) I have really bad mood swings, and no idea why. I can one moment be bickering to no end with my girlfriend, and then the next we're completely fine and I'm joyful and calm.
And aside from the megadosing, I ALWAYS dislike most music while on benzos, and I have no idea why. Does anyone have any insight?
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1) I have a STRONG compulsion to drink whenever I see the chance, and I do REALLY stupid things in the process of getting the alcohol. Like, really stupid things. I'll try to make it look like I never drank by attempting to RE-FILL a boxed wine.
2) I sleepwalk. A lot. I have, every time I megadose, wake up in the middle of the night and piss all over the bathroom floor. Like, why the hell?
3) I have really bad mood swings, and no idea why. I can one moment be bickering to no end with my girlfriend, and then the next we're completely fine and I'm joyful and calm.
And aside from the megadosing, I ALWAYS dislike most music while on benzos, and I have no idea why. Does anyone have any insight?
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