greenlight204
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 20, 2021
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I’m not sure about my life currently. I am finally out of an abusive relationship, but something that’s bothering me is that I still am prescribed anti psychotics.
I’ve been told many things by many doctors like bipolar, one said schizoaffective (I don’t hallucinate or have delusions thank the lord) but the only thing that is for certain is I’ve done damage to my brain using drugs in the past. Sure we all have, but I’m not sure Fucking up my brain with AP’s is what I need now. I do feel good on Zyprexa, it helps with anxiety, but sometimes I just feel like these all fuck me up severely. People will think I’m high sometimes.
I went without medicine for a while, there definitely were some problems, but I’m not sure about the healing power of my brain or anything anymore as it’s been several years I’ve been dealing with this unhappiness and unfair part of my life. I definitely can’t do some normal things like others can do and it really sets me off. I’ve tried the whole healthy thing and what it seems I need now is a miracle of some sorts. Too many negatives and consequences of taking anti psychotics and I’m ready for something new.
I’ve been told many things by many doctors like bipolar, one said schizoaffective (I don’t hallucinate or have delusions thank the lord) but the only thing that is for certain is I’ve done damage to my brain using drugs in the past. Sure we all have, but I’m not sure Fucking up my brain with AP’s is what I need now. I do feel good on Zyprexa, it helps with anxiety, but sometimes I just feel like these all fuck me up severely. People will think I’m high sometimes.
I went without medicine for a while, there definitely were some problems, but I’m not sure about the healing power of my brain or anything anymore as it’s been several years I’ve been dealing with this unhappiness and unfair part of my life. I definitely can’t do some normal things like others can do and it really sets me off. I’ve tried the whole healthy thing and what it seems I need now is a miracle of some sorts. Too many negatives and consequences of taking anti psychotics and I’m ready for something new.