Should I tell my doctor I took research chemicals?

[xxsicknessxx]

It's just my ths thyroid is high, my white blood counts are low im trying to recover from anemia also my protein is low and my calcium now I don't absorb 90 percent of fat and 40 percent of protein but I eat more then enough of the kind of diet I should have to cover me but it's not. I also pee about 20-30 times a day and I pee a lot but my sodium is fine and bladder, kidneys. I have a upcoming doctor appointment to repair apoloc on my colon that could the cause of my blood loss. My white blood counts very low in looking at the test right now and I want to tell my doctor that for at long as it s legal I ordered mainly mdpv but other drugs also but my mom thinks they might change they're opinion on me too know I ordered drugs. I'm kind of to truthful, if you read my posts I kinda tell you everything but I was on a nursing home for six months I spent six months in the hospital in the last four years so I lost a lot of muscle. The scary thing is I was 455 so I've lost over 255 pounds as a result I had a certain amount of strength from that even with the weight loss. I worked as a waiter for five years working 7 days a week. But anyways to my point I saw a drugs Inc. About research chemicals and it talked about how I might been getting something other then mdpv and it wouldn't shock me. I even asked for samples of chemicals when I was broke (again this is before they made it illegal) I this was before they could even drug test for it but I just wonder if my doctor or the blood doctor in going to see soon needs to know this so they can check my brain for damage. Thing is 3 years ago Truck hit me crossing the street and then when I didn't quit meth my heart failed and I had to be zapped plus I had to recover, learn to walk again. I was really bad for awhile. So clearly some of my problems are my fault but really if I don't tell them I did massive amounts of mdpv and stayed up for weeks sometimes over and over literly until it was banned and I couldn't get anymore mdpv how can I know I don't have brain cancer or something from it. All I know is yesteryear my doctor didn't explain anything to me and kinda pushed me out saying I need a specialist that she had no clue. So I feel really bad about this oh one last thing I tested positive for auto immune disorder but this all happened in like six months. The white blood count being low terrifies me i always wear a mask even at home because I worry I won't last if I get covid. Please advise. I should tell my doctor I mean isn't that like lying to not tell her? I wouldn't want to lose the drugs she gives me she's a pain management doctor so I get pain pills and diet pills from her and I want to keep getting them. I should note that these blood tests hint at mental problems that could go along with it so I might not be myself quite literly. I feel kinda like I smoked weed but I don't smoke during the day anymore but I feel like spaced out and have issues keeping thoughts clear on my head. It's frustrating.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Mate, I know it's hard but you really need to be totally honest with your doctor in order to get the best possible treatment. Granted, most doctors don't know their arse from their elbow when it comes to RCs, but they have resources. Unfortunately, it will also label you as a drug user which may well affect your current prescriptions.

It's a hard one I I know, but if you're seriously concerned about your health then honestly is the best policy.

All the best...

 

[jhjhsdi]

Its always good to be honest with the doc.
But - yes there is a chance they could stop or start lowering your pain pills.
They could also say - oh it was years ago, its not relevant to todays tests

 

[jhjhsdi]

Mate, I know it's hard but you really need to be totally honest with your doctor in order to get the best possible treatment. Granted, most doctors don't know their arse from their elbow when it comes to RCs, but they have resources. Unfortunately, it will also label you as a drug user which may well affect your current prescriptions.

It's a hard one I I know, but if you're seriously concerned about your health then honestly is the best policy.

All the best...

Maybe they could bend the truth a little and say they tried them a few times, but not say they binged like they did
Might save being labeled

 

[xxsicknessxx]

Yea I think I'll at least give it a month to see if they can solve this on there own. I don't think they will care about mdpv in a medical way I think it would only there opinion of me. Thank you for the thoughts. Always appreciated.

 

[ions]

A good doctor will recognize it and ask. Most will berate and badger if u bring it up.

 

[MyBodyMyMindOurUniverse]

Mate, I know it's hard but you really need to be totally honest with your doctor in order to get the best possible treatment. Granted, most doctors don't know their arse from their elbow when it comes to RCs, but they have resources. Unfortunately, it will also label you as a drug user which may well affect your current prescriptions.

It's a hard one I I know, but if you're seriously concerned about your health then honestly is the best policy.

All the best...

Honesty is the best policy.

HOWEVER depending on their Dr. it may not be the most conducive (say goodbye to any prescribed painkillers, benzos, etc) But given from OPs post it sounds like they have existing health issues that should for sure be top priority. When you say you've been doing RCs, @xxsicknessxx , ate you comfortable going into more detail? From what I gathered you've been using, or at least thought you were using, MDPV, which is nasty stuff. Also pretty rare nowadays so there's a better chance it was a different RC of the Cathinone family

 

[AutoTripper]

Honesty is the best policy.

HOWEVER depending on their Dr. it may not be the most conducive (say goodbye to any prescribed painkillers, benzos, etc) But given from OPs post it sounds like they have existing health issues that should for sure be top priority. When you say you've been doing RCs, @xxsicknessxx , ate you comfortable going into more detail? From what I gathered you've been using, or at least thought you were using, MDPV, which is nasty stuff. Also pretty rare nowadays so there's a better chance it was a different RC of the Cathinone family

Inxeed, if in the fortunate case, where you can be completely independent and unrelianct on prescriptions of any form except asthma inhalers I use and certainly known benzodiazepine medications which I would be extremely allergic to anyway, and therefore could not tolerate allergenically at all.


When I hopefully I'm finally able to seek some desperately needed mental health therapy support and counselling fairly soon I feel it would be ridiculously counteractive to not be completely open about the complexities of my out of control substance use.

Practical considerations have to come into play of course but I have always been a believer in being as open and dead honest as possible for the right reasons, and especially in order to get the best help and advice and support and therapy as possible.

I hope that makes some sort of sense right now at least because I have taken over 31 tabs of LSD in under 5 days LOL, tonnes of kava, vaporized and edible weed, so please do consider a pinch of salt with anything I may say at present.

 

[AutoTripper]

A good doctor will recognize it and ask. Most will berate and badger if u bring it up.

Do you think, if I may just ask briefly please,, in your experience would you have any idea about the prospect of me being able to convince my GP to to facilitate a compounding pharmacy to prepare a tapering benzodiazepine program if and when it is needed because I am so allergic to all of these tablets and excipients.

I really would like to know so what to possibly expect in this regard so anybody has any information would be massively appreciated.

 

[ions]

@AutoTripper doctor shop til you get the one that gets you marijuana morphine amphetamine. Not likely.

 

[AutoTripper]

@AutoTripper doctor shop til you get the one that gets you marijuana morphine amphetamine. Not likely.

I'm talking about a professionally observed and conducted assisted controlled tapering process from a heavy benzodiazepine addiction I can only tolerate pure etizolam powder currently but I've no idea what feature prospects may be possible because you cannot just stop high dose benzodiazepines like that and the knowledgeable doctor would surely support this I just would hope that they could commission a compounding pharmacy to make the prescribable tapering medicines physically tolerable for my allergies if such a time would come.

 

[AutoTripper]

Ibogaine.. those of us in the know may understand this to be the ultimate fruit to to instantly healing any type of addiction.

 

[ions]

I’d reserve ibogaine til ur 50 or so. 99.9% of the doctors you talk to are dum doctors.

 

[AutoTripper]

I’d reserve ibogaine til ur 50 or so. 99.9% of the doctors you talk to are dum doctors.

I would never expect ibogaine from an allopathic doctor. I agree, except they a4e prime example of not exactly being clueless but really needing to unlearn what they have falsely learnt or been in doctrinated with, IMO!

I would seek ibogaine myself. But kambo- really caught my attention, and I would really like to explore that at first if possible.

Please excuse any typos I really am tripping fairly Galore right now and can barely Focus or once in a blue moon for me.

 

[AutoTripper]

And for the record, it is my own Express intention to at some point sit down with my doctor and fully explain my heavy etizolam defengence and usage.

 

[MyBodyMyMindOurUniverse]

I hope that makes some sort of sense right now at least because I have taken over 31 tabs of LSD in under 5 days LOL, tonnes of kava, vaporized and edible weed, so please do consider a pinch of salt with anything I may say at present.

Lol I was wondering if maybe English was your 2nd language or something, but now it makes sense That's alot of LSD in 120hrs my friend. Why not have a break for a week, so 1 tab can do what 10 now does? Also, if you ever need anyone to talk to, my messages are always open. Your Mental Health is important. YOU, are important.

@AutoTripper doctor shop til you get the one that gets you marijuana morphine amphetamine. Not likely.

My partner has her medical marijuana card (our area is recreational now however) along With a Suboxone, Valium, and Ritalin prescription, None of which she had prior documentation saying she should, apart from the suboxone. All from one Dr, under insurance. The holy grail lol.. Thank God because I can hardly get prescribed a fucking aspirin if my hand was amputated.

 

[AutoTripper]

Lol I was wondering if maybe English was your 2nd language or something, but now it makes sense That's alot of LSD in 120hrs my friend. Why not have a break for a week, so 1 tab can do what 10 now does? Also, if you ever need anyone to talk to, my messages are always open. Your Mental Health is important. YOU, are important.

My partner has her medical marijuana card (our area is recreational now however) along With a Suboxone, Valium, and Ritalin prescription, None of which she had prior documentation saying she should, apart from the suboxone. All from one Dr, under insurance. The holy grail lol.. Thank God because I can hardly get prescribed a fucking aspirin if my hand was amputated.

Thank you I appreciate that information and also empathy and usually I am very good with the use of the English language but as you correctly say I am in a highly altered state currently. Thanks mate. Hard to add more atm.

 

[AutoTripper]

Lol I was wondering if maybe English was your 2nd language or something, but now it makes sense That's alot of LSD in 120hrs my friend. Why not have a break for a week, so 1 tab can do what 10 now does? Also, if you ever need anyone to talk to, my messages are always open. Your Mental Health is important. YOU, are important.

And very sounds advice thank you. I most assuredly will be taking a nice break sooner or later I did actually have a 6 week reset brake before this week's crazy bender..

 

[emkee_reinvented]

2 possibility's. Going from 2 things regarding dr's and their, in general, lack of knowledge. and sometimes prejudice towards drugs.

Be general not to specific.

Try to reduce it to known substance's with similar effects. So LSD instead of AL-LAD for example.

If you are willing to let your dr into your concerns. His reaction will give an indication to where he stands, You can always share more,

 

[AutoTripper]

2 possibility's. Going from 2 things regarding dr's and their, in general, lack of knowledge. and sometimes prejudice towards drugs.

Be general not to specific.

Try to reduce it to known substance's with similar effects. So LSD instead of AL-LAD for example.

If you are willing to let your dr into your concerns. His reaction will give an indication to where he stands, You can always share more,

As you say that, I actually do not wish my Doctor to know I have been using LSD at all, let alone the amount and frequency.

I will willfully discuss any and all aspects of my drug use with the mental health therapy team, if and when I can finally get access, on the proviso they don't share anything I tell them with my doctor, although obviously there is the power for authrity to request all such information if for example, I was to run naked about town wielding an axe or did something even worse.

That is not likely to happen at all.

2 years ago, I managed to convincingly lie to my Doctor that I dod not even use cannabis.

Clearly in his head, presuming me to be a cannabis "smoker" when I only ever would vaporize or eat it, and NEVER smoke anything, he was c9nv9nced that my problems are justbdrug related.

I could leave cannabis alone for a century, and I still will have horrendous respiratory symptoms and allergies, entirely unrelated to any drug use.

Yet my Doctor has, obviously having not only been NOT trained, but MIS-trained, been unable to grasp or comprehend the nature and reality of the horrific mucus and respiratory symptoms related to allergies he is not qualified to understand or even acknowledge, and chronic infections they are so needle in a haystack at actually diagnosing accurately and refuse to consider.

So he conveniently had me down as smoking cannabis, therefore having respiratory issues as a result.

Such an injustice. I have been chronically sick for 16 years, debilitated by extremely severe abnormal respiratory symptoms.

And he was conveniently attributing all of my physical and mental health problems to me being a cannabis "smoker".

Likely billions of people smoke cannabis. They don't suffer like I do, with or without it.

I used to smoke weed before 2005 myself no problems, fit, active healthy life.

So I basically had to lie to him, convince him I don't use cannabis at all, or else his mind's door is firmly shut to considering I have genuine problems not self inflicted, and not just in my imagination.

In 2012, a 2500ug acid trip with some complications, led to an LSD panic attack, and I visited the hospital A & E just 100 metres frok my house.

That night was the most I have ever tripped, truly, on LSD. It was insanely incredible once I was okay, calm, collected.
But I had a letter afterwards from my doctor, requesting me to visit him to discuss my recent hospital admittance.

I went to see him, he just wanted bless him, to make sure I understood LSD's dangers, and how there is no evidence it can help with depression (when...
THERE IS and has been since at least the 1960's).

Fuck being educated on LSD by my Doctor. It really should be the other way round, but he has been properly "trained" and of course I know nothing.

However, I will,be fully open about my heavy etizolam addiction. That IS his field, to an extent. We can discuss benzo dependance from numerous angles and be on the same page.

It doesn't matter if he thinks it's ultimately not good for me. Because it isn't. I understand that and we can be in agreement as we discuss solutions and therapy, and he has some actualy education Im sure on the pitfalls and hazards of benzodiazepine addiction, physically and psychogically.

But I won't even ever mention kava to him. It's not in his text book. He will closemindedly assume kava is harming me, refuse to listen to anything about it, and again start attributing my very real, debilitating heapth conditions to recreational drug use, which would be so innaccurate and unfair.

No way would I tell him, for instance, how scrambled my head is temporarily right now after taking LSD 6 days out of 7, 3875ug total, or 39 tabs call it, lol!

I woke an hour ago after several hours kip following food and final 300ug acid which I plugged. Just about to vape some weed to settle down in bed hopefully as I re-enter the earth"s atmosphere.