Should I become a pornstar?

[polarthedog]

Stigma is irrelevant. Karma is real. Specific pursuits are tainted with evil.

Being holy, anyone can, anywhere. Is the best life ultimately.

Most rewarding in the long run this is just the message I try to encourage anyway.

For example absolutely no way with two of my spiritual heroes and genius loving men with brilliant senses of humour Bob Marley and Peter Tosh ever have even considered for one second being a porn star on these exact spiritual moral grounds I am talking about and keeping the mind pure and holy to be on the right train.

I disagree with it being immoral, why do you think that though?

 

[AutoTripper]

I think your very obsessed with tripping balls, but I don’t think your nuts. I’m obsessed with drugs too though, so I’m not judging, atleast it’s psychedelics and not heroin. I mean I wouldn’t judge if it was heroin, I’m just saying your probably better off being an acid head than a iv heroin addict.

Thanks. And I'm only living for today man, following a life's passion and natural suit.

Plus the severe allergies restrict me to only 5 drugs- own grown organic weed, pure Etizolam powder, sugarless black tea + coffee, and kava.

So limited.

And...LSD. I have a personal affinity with it lifelong, handle it. I snap to always.

I feel very imaginatively healthy too.

So not so much an obsession. A passion, drive, interest and study too.

And yeah, it's fascinating when you astral travel on it, and enter microgramless land lol.

I love the mentality and complete sense of that place.

So I love it. I need to get the long Covid out of my Nerves, settle down, and will be an easier, more enjoyable affair like always ore-covid.

Thanks for your pleasant thoughts man.

 

[AutoTripper]

I disagree with it being immoral, why do you think that though?

Lust! Sexual impurity.

I didn't mean- you, being immoral.

But drawn in, I'm not saying you are immoral in character, choosing wrong.

But it is service to an inherently spiritually unhealthy thing and practise for humanity and individuals largely.

I have strong philosophical and spiritual beliefs, I judt express them.

You seem very chill, open and fun, sorry if seems I'm impressing and patronising.

Very stoned this monday morning.

 

[AutoTripper]

Lovely weed too. Sungrown cured Sativa reall dreamy really high strong too, lovely to vaporize. Nice.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I disagree with it being immoral, why do you think that though?

Its not the immorality that concern's me personally. The whole world is corrupt and devoid of integrity.

But more what if after a while you feel that is not something you wanted to do, no turning back and deleting your past. What if your granny watches porn and confront's you. "Watched some porn yesterday night, and I am suuure that webcam boy was you "PolarDawg"

 

[AutoTripper]

Its not the immorality that concern's me personally. The whole world is corrupt and devoid of integrity.

But more what if after a while you feel that is not something you wanted to do, no turning back and deleting your past. What if your granny watches porn and confront's you. "Watched some porn yesterday night, and I am suuure that webcam boy was you "PolarDawg"

Now, that bit and scenario in particular doesn't trouble me, because it's a case of everybody being mature, owning up, move on.

And besides, you only need say "But Granny, I did it for YOU!" Lol.

Cos wos she doing being such a hypocrite there anyway? (No offence to anybody's grandmothers by the way).

And repentance. We all do wrong.

But there are ways of doing wrong and ways of doing wrong.

More innocently, like no blond eye amd guilt, shame or real recognition, no thought to get on at other's expense and suffering, the karma is indirect if you still unknowingly directly or with a platform/organisation contribute to the moral poisoning, vsnity of the soul and increasing addiction to immediate gratification in life.

If I suddenly went into the industry now, my Nan passed long ago, but I would tell my mum what exactly it was.

I wouldn't give her tapes to watch lol but I would never do that anyway.

It was actually encouraged to me heyond my naive understanding many times by ladies predominantly in earlier life.

I don't get out much now.

 

[JackARoe]

But, anyway, keep a pure soul. It's way more valuable than money trust me. It's all well looking good, but most important is to be good.

Amen brother. I mean sex is a natural thing, but staying stuck in the second chakra doesn't do your soul a whole lot of good. That worn look that was mentioned on the female porn stars is similar to a car that burns oil too quickly. Keeps burning up that energy at the 2nd chakra. Takes all the creative energy and uses it at that level. Also the karma comes in when you have to explain to your family how you make money.

If someone can make total peace with with being a porn star then the karma is not that bad as long as the Golden Rule is followed. But as Autotripper said there is a price on the souls as who really can make total peace with that? A few rare individuals.

Most people live in the first 3 chakras as far as their attention and energy. 1st being survival (what we eat where we live,...) 2nd being sexual energy, 3rd is power (most people in the corporate world like those power games and keeps them in the third chakra)

Th 4th is where compassion comes in and is the first chakra to where the person puts their energy outside themselves to another being. 5th is wisdom, 6th is where we see oneness everywhere (like all the individuals on a football team becoming one unit) and 7th is the oneness, the drop of water merges with the rest of the ocean.

Sorry for babbling, but I wanted expand on the notion that Autotripper was hinting at. Nothing is inherently good or bad. We just have good or bad relationships with things. But it does seem porn stars already have an inherently bad relationship with sex.

 

[AutoTripper]

Amen brother. I mean sex is a natural thing, but staying stuck in the second chakra doesn't do your soul a whole lot of good. That worn look that was mentioned on the female porn stars is similar to a car that burns oil too quickly. Keeps burning up that energy at the 2nd chakra. Takes all the creative energy and uses it at that level. Also the karma comes in when you have to explain to your family how you make money.

If someone can make total peace with with being a porn star then the karma is not that bad as long as the Golden Rule is followed. But as Autotripper said there is a price on the souls as who really can make total peace with that? A few rare individuals.

Most people live in the first 3 chakras as far as their attention and energy. 1st being survival (what we eat where we live,...) 2nd being sexual energy, 3rd is power (most people in the corporate world like those power games and keeps them in the third chakra)

Th 4th is where compassion comes in and is the first chakra to where the person puts their energy outside themselves to another being. 5th is wisdom, 6th is where we see oneness everywhere (like all the individuals on a football team becoming one unit) and 7th is the oneness, the drop of water merges with the rest of the ocean.

Sorry for babbling, but I wanted expand on the notion that Autotripper was hinting at. Nothing is inherently good or bad. We just have good or bad relationships with things. But it does seem porn stars already have an inherently bad relationship with sex.

So- NOT...babbling. Ever! Please overstand lol.

I do laugh, people say short, intelligent valid interesting, easy read thiughts, ON topic, sat...sorry! Lol, when look at AbloodyT lol.

I don't ever want you Jackaroe to feel sorry for anything you bring here.

Bring more please, or bring all you have to.

Now you just gave me a very interesting thought because what really astounds me is how at times after a decent rest and physical comfort I somehow appear to be really extraordinarily healthy and well physically.

Like we were talking about after tripping but I'm talking about taking ultra mega doses and coming out the other side looking a decade refreshed because it basically puts you into a difference energetic and vibrational state involving the chakras and more so it's definitely a phenomenon and is related to what you describe about the models because basically energy and consciousness and karma is real!

I believe in spiritual energy and general principles and purity of heart and being misled but I also believe in repentance and becoming completely clean by recognition and commitments as well so I don't impose fear or regret ideas.

And I believe in the spiritual world because I basically live there I know that's a crazy thing to say but you should see my dreams they aren't just dreams and it's always been like that so much ESP stuff and extrasensory and more conscious experience and mind blowing Lee visionary and prophetic dreams little daily things and truly ground ones and allsorts which most people probably just here as blabber but I understand that.

Anyway @JackARoe Thanks for sharing those thoughts really interesting and I'm so glad you did, Please do whenever you feel do you have something to contribute and you are willing.

Your thoughts and the way you resent them are always very helpful to me no matter what it's about etc. Truly.


So...kratom, jittery today.

30 grams Solomon's Kava and 5 mg's Etiz, edibles, well chilled out.

All contributes. Two nights rowing now, just need to be relaxed.

Next week I will be sound and still in my new world.

I did though think about taking a few tabs but shouldn't! May try more food instead.

Organic chicken thighs light coconut oil panfry, slow cooked beans and veg, potatoes.

I need that now, lot more thannI need trips. In live fully in the now though.

More kava first. Maybe 2 grams Kratom too gotta keep my moodr high now.

 

[polarthedog]

Lust! Sexual impurity.

I didn't mean- you, being immoral.

But drawn in, I'm not saying you are immoral in character, choosing wrong.

But it is service to an inherently spiritually unhealthy thing and practise for humanity and individuals largely.

I have strong philosophical and spiritual beliefs, I judt express them.

You seem very chill, open and fun, sorry if seems I'm impressing and patronising.

Very stoned this monday morning.

No it doesn’t bother me, thanks

 

[AutoTripper]

No it doesn’t bother me, thanks

No worries. I just answer fairly my thoughts.

Like, don't listen to them..(I never daid they HAD o get the jab (It was the other way round lol).

You are free, I just want best for you and wish you that. Where I come from. But you've got my support and best wishes whatever you decide to do whenever.

I know I'm a right tripped out head but I've generally always been how much more level head then I've felt most people have recognised give me a bit of credit for do you know.

 

[AutoTripper]

No it doesn’t bother me, thanks

Btw, in case I hope I didn't offend you as if dictating.

Didn't mean to disrespect you there.

It's actually notideably nice when newer members join and become instantly anbritht and refreshing presence, you have.


So I finished my kava. Decided, feeling lovely really on innocent enough drugs today, to take another small Kratom dose.

I did. Kava, actually goes very very nicely with Kratom. Very dreamy, the Kratom adds some simulation and general battery and...Longevity!

One feature of kratom I'd love kava to have. Longevity of the effect.

Kava can drop off, 2 hours after good dosing and nice careless place.

Kratom, keeps my positive, secure no stress mental state once I'm on it, secure much longer, like 4-6 hours.

But I was very jittery after 4 grams Krat.

Good strong kava, and it's bliss.

Not...going spare mentally as do for sev dqys post LSD abuse basically lol.

Lovely combined effect though these two.

Kratom first,

This would be a brilliant relaxed state to drop a big acid dose too.

I'll do that yes, with the ALD left. Replicate this lovely soft, not witless but colourful, disinhibited state, drop 400 ug straight.

Because a good kava session, is a beautiful time after to take a big acid dose like a mg, I would have no anxiety atm taking say 600 mics as I'm so rlaxd...except very tired.

Just about to eat a big dose of new batch edibles my mum made today.

Kava, kratom, edibles overlay well too.

So lol, you see, I'm simply an explorer.

 

[Specified]

I already am an internet sensation porn star. I know you all watched me pull my small willy wonka (cos I'm on meds) about two weeks ago under the bed sheets.

Lights, CAMERAS, action

I might jerk off today if I have enough libido, who wants to watch?

 

[polarthedog]

I already am an internet sensation porn star. I know you all watched me pull my small willy wonka (cos I'm on meds) about two weeks ago under the bed sheets.

Lights, CAMERAS, action

I might jerk off today if I have enough libido, who wants to watch?

AH, how nice it would be to be paid to jack off on camera. Did you uys ever see robin Williams last movie? He befriended a drug addicted male prostitute. There was one scene in the movie where robin williams hired him to to just get naked and talk to him, fuck that sounds like a good job tbh (especially if you really got hired by robin williams to do that, I feel like he would be entertaining, and all you have to do is get naked??)

Maybe it wouldn’t be a surprise a good as a job as I think though, I e never hired a prostitute, or even gone to a strip bar

 

[Specified]

You never gone to a strip club? What's wrong with you? Your missing out. I even got to mutually masturbate with one, she says you like watching a girl playing with her pussy?

Fuck, what was I meant to say?

She was on meth, I was on pills so the experience was even awesome!

 

[polarthedog]

You never gone to a strip club? What's wrong with you? Your missing out. I even got to mutually masturbate with one, she says you like watching a girl playing with her pussy?

Fuck, what was I meant to say?

She was on meth, I was on pills so the experience was even awesome!

I’ve only drank at a regular bar a handful of Times, it all seems just seems like a silly waste of money to me.

Now that money being spent on me, that sounds desirable

I live a very utilitarian lifestyle, even the drugs I use reflect that most of the time.

It’s preferable to me to live like that as opposed to working all the time to support a wasteful way of life

Waste not, want not (I don’t see getting high as a waste)

 

[birdup]

Should you become a porn star?

Sure. Absolutely. I think that's why people asked how big your dick is.

...

Assuming you are not John Holmes: should you become a porn bottom-feeder / fledgling?

No. Probably not. Depends on your prospects.

 

[birdup]

I guess it's kind of like my answer to, "Should I become a rock star?"

If you don't have the talent, the lifestyle ain't very pretty.

 

[Lil'LinaptkSix]

I say go for it but there are STDs still about so not sure what I would do if I were to choose this route. I mean rubbers? How many are really into prophylactic sex... it kinda turns me off but I am one voice in billions.

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

I mean I wouldn’t judge if it was heroin,

Thank you xd

I’m just saying your probably better off being an acid head than a iv heroin addict.

... I'm not entirely sure on that. At least with heroin you don't run the risk of going legitimately insane, while there is such a thing as LSD - induced psychosis
.

 

[TheUltimateFixx]

I say go for it but there are STDs still about so not sure what I would do if I were to choose this route. I mean rubbers? How many are really into prophylactic sex... it kinda turns me off but I am one voice in billions.

There's plenty of bareback porn. Only that means performers have to test negative for STDs beforehand.