SheWasLvL18
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Hey guys, was just thinking about this and thought I would post it here to see what your thoughts' were on this topic.
Basically, do you feel bad giving someone their first experience with a drug or being the person who introduced them to a substance?
In high school my friends and I basically smoked weed all day and I met a lot of people through smoking together and, with only one exception where the person freaked out, I have never really felt bad about introducing someone to weed, probably because I personally haven't seen it ruin someones life. However, I do feel bad thinking about some other instances where I was the driving force for someone trying a new drug. For example, the first time I bought Etizolam I basically handed it out to a bunch of friends and acquaintances at a party and was pretty much responsible for a few people blacking out because they had never even tried Alprazolam and everytime they asked for another I just handed them another. Looking back I feel horrible about putting them at risk and possibly starting their journey with benzos, but at the time I thought I was being the friend of everyone. The other thing I sometimes feel bad about was teaching a girl I had feelings for how to perform CWE and introducing her to codeine, which she loved ofc.
Basically, do you feel bad giving someone their first experience with a drug or being the person who introduced them to a substance?
In high school my friends and I basically smoked weed all day and I met a lot of people through smoking together and, with only one exception where the person freaked out, I have never really felt bad about introducing someone to weed, probably because I personally haven't seen it ruin someones life. However, I do feel bad thinking about some other instances where I was the driving force for someone trying a new drug. For example, the first time I bought Etizolam I basically handed it out to a bunch of friends and acquaintances at a party and was pretty much responsible for a few people blacking out because they had never even tried Alprazolam and everytime they asked for another I just handed them another. Looking back I feel horrible about putting them at risk and possibly starting their journey with benzos, but at the time I thought I was being the friend of everyone. The other thing I sometimes feel bad about was teaching a girl I had feelings for how to perform CWE and introducing her to codeine, which she loved ofc.