About 4 months ago i had some emotional issues. And i ended up heavily abusing drugs for about 2 months.
The last binge i had was a tremendous combination of drugs and i thought i was honestly going to die. It consisted of: 5g (uncut cocaine), 10g highly pure speed, 10mg ativan, 10mg diazepam, 3mg clomazepam and 15mg of Zopiclone and a huge amount of alcohol i would say about a liter of whiskey, vodka and other drinks mixed in. This resulted in something fucking up in my throat and i had huge trouble breathing and it felt like something was moving up into my throat every time i breathed until the hallucinations started and then i finally passed out from the Zopiclone and benzos.
The above was one of my worst nights but i would say over the 2 months before that night i was using ridiculous amounts of cocaine daily since waking up. Price discussion is forbidden here but to give you a idea it was amounting to 5-6 times the average weekly income! I had lots of money saved up and lots of time plus connections. So yes the cocaine was highly pure and was from a tested connection.
My problem now, well i survived through that and now not used cocaine in 4+ months. But my voice has never returned back to normal! my words are slurred and i have problems pronouncing different sounds. People honestly think im drunk. I had a Taxi driver the other day say, 'Hey man, good to see you again, ha your sober for once your normally drunk every time i have picked you up before' ........
I also keep getting a problem with my neck. Something in my neck seizes up and starts spasming. I also go extremely dizzy when this happens.
Its becoming a serious issue now though because im back at College and its hard work acting normal when you can barely talk without slurring.
I've been taking Ativan for the last 10 months. Used to be on 4mg a night now cut it down to 2mg a night but seem to be having slight memory issues as well, lastnight i thought i hadn't taken my benzos and ended up doubling up on them without realizing!
The last binge i had was a tremendous combination of drugs and i thought i was honestly going to die. It consisted of: 5g (uncut cocaine), 10g highly pure speed, 10mg ativan, 10mg diazepam, 3mg clomazepam and 15mg of Zopiclone and a huge amount of alcohol i would say about a liter of whiskey, vodka and other drinks mixed in. This resulted in something fucking up in my throat and i had huge trouble breathing and it felt like something was moving up into my throat every time i breathed until the hallucinations started and then i finally passed out from the Zopiclone and benzos.
The above was one of my worst nights but i would say over the 2 months before that night i was using ridiculous amounts of cocaine daily since waking up. Price discussion is forbidden here but to give you a idea it was amounting to 5-6 times the average weekly income! I had lots of money saved up and lots of time plus connections. So yes the cocaine was highly pure and was from a tested connection.
My problem now, well i survived through that and now not used cocaine in 4+ months. But my voice has never returned back to normal! my words are slurred and i have problems pronouncing different sounds. People honestly think im drunk. I had a Taxi driver the other day say, 'Hey man, good to see you again, ha your sober for once your normally drunk every time i have picked you up before' ........
I also keep getting a problem with my neck. Something in my neck seizes up and starts spasming. I also go extremely dizzy when this happens.
Its becoming a serious issue now though because im back at College and its hard work acting normal when you can barely talk without slurring.
I've been taking Ativan for the last 10 months. Used to be on 4mg a night now cut it down to 2mg a night but seem to be having slight memory issues as well, lastnight i thought i hadn't taken my benzos and ended up doubling up on them without realizing!