juice_soldier
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 1, 2007
- Messages
- 448
Hi All,
Most of you guys know me, so i just wanna give some background about my current situation.
Recently, a few months ago - i was diagnosed with Depression/Anxiety disorders. Then prescribed Xanax, which I abused to the point of psychosis and attempted suicide.
Since, it's been about 2 months now. I've been on Diazepam 5mg (3x a day) but with my tolerance to said substance, i take about 50-70mg a day when i have it on hand. This also comes as i ran into a pile of clonazepam a few weeks ago, and had a bit of a bender on that which only upped my already reasonably high tolerance.
So i run out rather quickly. I haven't told a doctor this.
Lately i've been keeping my withdrawals at bay with CWE codeine, which i go to different local pharmacies to source packets to extract.
I've got a kid on the way, so dealing with it all is mostly anime, video games and benzos/opiates. I'm also taking 75mg of Zoloft a day (sertraline)
I'm thinking about going to some kind of rehabilitation clinic to get off the downers?
Not sure if this should be moved to the dark side or if its relevant in AusDD (I'm an aussie after all)
I've also booked an appointment with a psychiatrist in order to talk further about the chemical side of things. Perhaps that might help me.
Most of you guys know me, so i just wanna give some background about my current situation.
Recently, a few months ago - i was diagnosed with Depression/Anxiety disorders. Then prescribed Xanax, which I abused to the point of psychosis and attempted suicide.
Since, it's been about 2 months now. I've been on Diazepam 5mg (3x a day) but with my tolerance to said substance, i take about 50-70mg a day when i have it on hand. This also comes as i ran into a pile of clonazepam a few weeks ago, and had a bit of a bender on that which only upped my already reasonably high tolerance.
So i run out rather quickly. I haven't told a doctor this.
Lately i've been keeping my withdrawals at bay with CWE codeine, which i go to different local pharmacies to source packets to extract.
I've got a kid on the way, so dealing with it all is mostly anime, video games and benzos/opiates. I'm also taking 75mg of Zoloft a day (sertraline)
I'm thinking about going to some kind of rehabilitation clinic to get off the downers?
Not sure if this should be moved to the dark side or if its relevant in AusDD (I'm an aussie after all)
I've also booked an appointment with a psychiatrist in order to talk further about the chemical side of things. Perhaps that might help me.