Acadian
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Why not just get MDA, or 2C-B, save your brain and enjoy the trip.I take high doses for those hallucinations actually... Isn't the euphoria strong enough to keep you from being afraid?
Why not just get MDA, or 2C-B, save your brain and enjoy the trip.I take high doses for those hallucinations actually... Isn't the euphoria strong enough to keep you from being afraid?
I've definitely experienced shadow bastards before typically at the end of a night when we pushed it a little hard. I think it seems like when we had high MDA mixture pills, that the hallucinations would be more likely to occur, but that seems like ancient history to me.
I've walked in the room and my friends are all flat on the ground staring at the tapestry, and they all saw the elephants printed on the mandala march around in circles and make their pffffff elephant noises. I don't really remember if I saw it or not.
I used to get this effect where everything seemed to be made of jewels that were organized in circular fractal patterns. They reminded me of what it looks like to look down a christmas tree from above, only made of jewels. Everything was made of it like legos.
That's strange, that same exact thing happens to me when trying to sleep. I'll squint my eyes and see someI have only rolled once; at the end of the night I took off my shoes, and got into bed, I realized I left the light on, as I'm about to get up, I glanced at my shoes which turned into a dark black swirling mass that scared me like none other. I freaked and closed my eyes, hoping it'd be gone and it was; however, for the rest of the time it took me to fall asleep, i'd get violent shadowy hallucinations when I squinted my eyes at anything.
On a more positive note, I look forward to rolling again, it was fun as all hell.
Do you by any chance smoke weed during your rolls? I've found that this greatly amplifies the hallucinations for me. If I don't smoke, I don't get them or I'd have to take a way too high dose. If I smoke a lot I get them at recreational doses even. They're quite enjoyable once you get used to them :D though perhaps a bit sinister they are often very detailed and beautiful as well, they feel more... lifelike than the hallucinations you get from most hallucinogenic drugs in some way. I've even had auditory hallucinations once, though admittedly that was at the tail end of a waaaaaay too high dose. Some people theorize that it's your body breaking down part of the MDMA into MDA, which is a hallucinogen. I'm not so convinced, I've done MDA a few times and I think that feels and looks a lot different than MDMA hallucinationsIf I take just two points, I hallucinate on the comedown. Especially in dim light. People's faces morph, become entirely skin. In complete darkness I hallucinate a room I'm not in with people and faces around me. I once took half a gram (my first time and I was stupid), and I hallucinated other people with me and my friends.
I stepped out to smoke, and in clear light I saw one of my brother's eyes turn bloodshot and roll back into his head. I thought he was having an aneurism or something. I had no idea it was even possible to hallucinate on MDMA.
His eye flipped back into place, and I realized I was in a state of delirium. The comedown has always been the worst for me because of the disturbing auditory and visual hallucinations. Also note that my buddies, who took the same Molly and dose as me, never had these hallucinogenic effects. I believe some people are more predisposed to have more vivid hallucinations than others.
I can assure you that the hallucinations can be insanely intense and if you're not used to them really frightening since they are a bit sinister. This has happened to me more than once, on tested MDMA but in way too high doses and combined with lots of weed<Any MDXX Substance THAT IS LEGIT and NOT ALDUTERATED should provide MILD And DEFINITELY NOT SCARY HALLUCINATIONS AND NOT HALLUCINATIONS more like Trails of people walking or hand in front of your face and different colours possibly once i saw a Urinal Morphing around Visually as i took a piss in the Washroom Lol.
That's indeed what I suspect too, good post. For me it starts at 120mg (+weed) and peaks in intensity around 180mg (+weed), at that point the hallucinations are usually heavier than a heavy acid trip, really intense but thoroughly enjoyable :DThere are two kind of MDMA hallucination IMO, there are neon fractal patterns and shapes that overlay vision and a wavy/shifting aspect to the textures of objects. This can be really subtle and hard to notice especially without weed, but you can get them with average sized doses. I think these hallucinations must be coming from the 5ht2a agonism/traditional psychedelia of MDMA.
Then there's the kind where you are seeing or hearing things that are not there or that are drastically altered from the way they originally looked, but not in that 'classical psychedelic' sense of alteration. Things like when I've looked at my girlfriends face and seen it morph into a completely different one, or seen her hair turn into writhing purple glowing electrical wires. I think these hallucinations seem to come when you've had too much or at least a moderate amount and also had some weed, at the tail end usually when your body and brain are tired. I've had similar though much less intense experiences after staying awake for more than a day or two so I reckon this is down to your brain getting worn out.
I think the roll the weed plays is just what it normally does I.e amplifies everything you're experiencing