Hi all,
I tried MDMA for the first time earlier in the year in the form of a pill (tested + trusted source), and had a brilliant first experience, aside from throwing up on the come up (very drunk also).
Around 3 months later I tried it again, the same pill (once again tested positive for MDMA, same source) whilst completely sober, and had quite a different experience.
I decided to only take a quarter of a pill as I felt pretty ill on the come up the first time I did it. Dropped the pill and within about 30 mins I was feeling something, about 10 mins later I started getting some mild rushes of euphoria, and had a pretty pleasant come up aside from quite a bit of nervousness.
Then, I was listening to some music and got a pain in my chest (I'd been having it for a few days prior, pulled muscle I think) and suddenly I had convinced myself that I was having a heart attack, I went and sat down and I felt horrible. I felt so panicky, all the euphoria I had felt around 30 mins earlier had vanished, I just felt scared, uncomfortable and I had convinced myself I wasn't going to be alright.
It got myself so worked up that I asked my friend to call an ambulance, the paramedics came and checked my HR, BP and respiration which were all normal (HR was elevated by about 10bpm). They said I was fine and nothing was physiologically wrong with me.
The bad feelings pretty much passed as the paramedics arrived, and I didn't really feel anything after I had calmed down, aside from feeling a little spacey.
I did it with a friend, who took the whole pill and he was absolutely fine. He had a very good experience, aside from having to look after me.
I've been reading online about others having bad experiences on low doses and I have seen some people saying that such a low dose isn't enough to take you out of that initial anxious phase of the come up. Several users on Pill reports estimate the pills I took to be around 110-120mg, bearing in mind I took a quarter.
I've been putting it down to a panic attack.
I'm very careful when taking mdma and I always try and regulate my water intake and take breaks from dancing etc.
I want to try it again with friends this weekend, but even the thought of doing it is scaring me.
If anyone has any thoughts on what caused my bad experience, or any advice, it would be welcomed.
Thanks
I tried MDMA for the first time earlier in the year in the form of a pill (tested + trusted source), and had a brilliant first experience, aside from throwing up on the come up (very drunk also).
Around 3 months later I tried it again, the same pill (once again tested positive for MDMA, same source) whilst completely sober, and had quite a different experience.
I decided to only take a quarter of a pill as I felt pretty ill on the come up the first time I did it. Dropped the pill and within about 30 mins I was feeling something, about 10 mins later I started getting some mild rushes of euphoria, and had a pretty pleasant come up aside from quite a bit of nervousness.
Then, I was listening to some music and got a pain in my chest (I'd been having it for a few days prior, pulled muscle I think) and suddenly I had convinced myself that I was having a heart attack, I went and sat down and I felt horrible. I felt so panicky, all the euphoria I had felt around 30 mins earlier had vanished, I just felt scared, uncomfortable and I had convinced myself I wasn't going to be alright.
It got myself so worked up that I asked my friend to call an ambulance, the paramedics came and checked my HR, BP and respiration which were all normal (HR was elevated by about 10bpm). They said I was fine and nothing was physiologically wrong with me.
The bad feelings pretty much passed as the paramedics arrived, and I didn't really feel anything after I had calmed down, aside from feeling a little spacey.
I did it with a friend, who took the whole pill and he was absolutely fine. He had a very good experience, aside from having to look after me.
I've been reading online about others having bad experiences on low doses and I have seen some people saying that such a low dose isn't enough to take you out of that initial anxious phase of the come up. Several users on Pill reports estimate the pills I took to be around 110-120mg, bearing in mind I took a quarter.
I've been putting it down to a panic attack.
I'm very careful when taking mdma and I always try and regulate my water intake and take breaks from dancing etc.
I want to try it again with friends this weekend, but even the thought of doing it is scaring me.
If anyone has any thoughts on what caused my bad experience, or any advice, it would be welcomed.
Thanks
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