Hi, this is my first post.
Does anyone know what is the safe amount of cocaine consumption and what is the safe frequency of consumption?
I've been searching the forums for a while but can't find an answer.
Whatever a "safe" level of consumption is, I have passed it, and for ages I was a thoroughly in-control, content, and happy enjoyer of that lovely putty that is cocaine - until I wasn't.
I'll save you my backstory but I am not someone you would have thought would become addicted to drugs. I sat on large chunks of most of my favourite drugs, enough of each to get an entire party on a level, for years. Not selling, just hoarding. I've access to coke, speed, MDMA, and multliple psychedelics, downers, and an absolute shit load of booze and cigarettes, 24/7 for the last eight years or so. No problem, until I started getting cosy with cocaine.
I managed my ballad with cocaine for around two. There was no line crossed. Nothing happened. I just started observed myself sniffing gear at times I knew were against my internal code. The first time I noticed, I thought that's that, coke's getting out of hand, detox from that shit! And fully expected it to happen. Yet I've never ever managed to pull it off. I only take coke a few times a week. But I'm addicted to taking it a few nights a week. If I go ten days without getting on it then that is a serious achievement. Which hasn't happened in months. My nose burns and bleeds and so many mornings I vow "no more!" But within three days of feeling absolute revulsion for the stuff, I am enthusiastically consuming it.
I am a fully functional adult, with many good things going for him. But I can't stop ramming this putty up my nose.
This is a rather detached and not very well-written post, I realise, but I have neither the time nor patience to edit it further.
My point, if it comes across at all, is this: cocaine is extremely sneaky. As the consumer of it, you cannot ever truly assess your relationship with it. Your senses and judgement are corrupted by it. If you're planning on doing it more than once a month then I strongly, strongly advise you change course, but if you start getting cosy with it: exercise
extreme caution.
It is extremely good fun. I absolutely love it. But it is absolutely evil if you give it the chance to be. Don't ever give it the chance!