Hello mollyxan! I see that this is your first post, so if you have not yet formally been welcomed to the community, please allow me to do so! We're always happy to have new blood, as it were and wouldn't you know it, you're just that
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Now, as we're here for you, please be here for us in return! If you could, please read the forum guidelines and acquaint yourself a little bit with how we operate around here. The usage of Alias's like SWIM are not allowed as they don't actually afford anybody any legal protection and makes us look like idiots to the law and it creates unnecessary confusion when folks are trying to decide how to best handle your thread.
So, as you get to know a little bit more about the scientific/medical aspects of your drug use, you should try to develop a mental map of what, in general, is safe and what is not. There is a term used in medicine to describe essentially, how dangerous a drug is. This is an oversimplification, I'm sure, but the best example is such:
Opioids, at their "therapeutic" and proper dose, that which removes pain, anxiety etc. are truly not that far from the dosage that could kill a person. As you're surely aware, people routinely die using Opioids at a dosage that they actually believe to be benign/normal.
Amphetamines specifically, but stimulants in general possess a much wider "Therapeutic Index", so, using our previous analogy, this means that you can actually ingest a lot of Amphetamine past what might be considered a therapeutic dosage and not be in danger. You will experience very unpleasant and intense stimulation possibly, but Amphetamines in general and in comparison to Opioids, are fairly safe. You should not have to worry about hurting or killing yourself considering the dosages you're using.
Answer?
Do what makes you feel the best. Try not to escalate dosage to the point of psychological dependence. Do not use Alias's when using the forums please.
Again, welcome!