Gunpowder lol
After over 10yrs on dope, it was finding my passion (target shooting) which really made the difference staying off drugs...was absolutely not prepared to risk a criminal record and lose everything just to get high again.
I have been using drugs for 15 years and avoided a record. I have a lot to lose but do them anyways, sometimes even being reckless in public when alcohol is involved. Fir some reason I keep using praying I will never get caught, but losing everything you've worked for in, the matter of seconds because you like getting high just seems like the sickest system we have inplace.
how is it possible that (not me but for example) someone could cure aids, donate millions to charity, feed the homeless, build a career...then they got caught taking an MDMA pill at a party and the rest of their life is relegated to a minimum wage manual labor job with no rights to vote, get loans etc, rent an apartment, own a gun. Meanwhile the guy on 8 different antipsychotics can buy AR15s, but the guy that took mdma one time at a party when he was 21...nope, life ruined forever
we live in a disgusting society when it comes to how drug use is dealth with., but hey at least we don't get shot on sight for suspicion of use like in the phillipines.
Our societal rules of drugs reflect that of primitive savages...well no, actually they were allowed to eat shrooms and smoke weed, we've devolved from the level of primitive savages, whatever is below that