I've been clean forn14 months.
I ended up relapsing, on H, or so called H. SMH
Now. I'm trying to get back in my subutex, but the withdrawls are 10 times worse than they have ever been. I'm not sure if it's the quality of the drug that has changed, or if it's my body that has changed. But, even with everything available from my dr, I am having stomach cramps, worse than ever before. And the anxiety is worse than ever. My question is, can my body change that much, or is it possible the drugs that have changed. Thanks.
I want to get clean again, so bad, have my life back, but. I have never felt this much pain. When detoxing. Or starting to induce subutex.
I wait 48 hours, seems like for ever, before I begin 2 mg subs. But, the stomach cramps are so intense, i end up going back to H.
How can i break this habit again.
I just want to be clean again. Any idea on what could cause this ?
My question
I ended up relapsing, on H, or so called H. SMH
Now. I'm trying to get back in my subutex, but the withdrawls are 10 times worse than they have ever been. I'm not sure if it's the quality of the drug that has changed, or if it's my body that has changed. But, even with everything available from my dr, I am having stomach cramps, worse than ever before. And the anxiety is worse than ever. My question is, can my body change that much, or is it possible the drugs that have changed. Thanks.
I want to get clean again, so bad, have my life back, but. I have never felt this much pain. When detoxing. Or starting to induce subutex.
I wait 48 hours, seems like for ever, before I begin 2 mg subs. But, the stomach cramps are so intense, i end up going back to H.
How can i break this habit again.
I just want to be clean again. Any idea on what could cause this ?
My question