Hi guys. Today I did something very stupid. I was/am a poly-drug I.V user but especially drawn to opiates. I had managed to get my shit together in the last couple of years, I have been in treatment and on a decreasing dose of suboxone after switching from methadone. I thought I had dealt with my needle fixation and things were looking up (studying etc).. I was visiting my doc a few days ago and found myself pocketing a couple of fits (needle/syringe) when left alone in the room. I have no idea why, its like I was on autopilot.. Anyway you can see where this is heading.. I should've maintained self control but my addicted and curious mind decided it would be a good idea to inject my subs. Just to see...
Agr the guilt. What should I do... So stupid. Dont want to relapse!
Agr the guilt. What should I do... So stupid. Dont want to relapse!