First time my cousin tried speed he smoked it from a bubbler. Amazing high and binged every night for 6 days. first and last binge with no sleep and no food. month goes by and he's sober the whole way through. the next month comes along and midway and smokes again, just a few hits but it still did him justice. once, maybe twice a month this would happen. recently, last month to be exact, he got some of his own for the first time (half a gram) and smoked from an oil pipe.
now, he didn't get that high, so he smoked more than average but still couldn't get the same kind of high, but he knew he was high, he can always tell.. so clearly it's a matter of tolerance and smoking from just the pipe, compared to the bubbler where it gets vaporized thru liquid, which seemingly produces much better hits. so he knew enough was enough and saved the rest for another day. he smokes quite often now, 3-4 times a week in the morning for about 20 min, no more than 30. and never gets more than half a gram at a time, which could easily last him up to 2 weeks without feeling the need to save or 'take it easy'.it just happens, i guess he doesn't need much.
he also doesn't even understand how some people go through a gram in a sitting. Wild! he doesn't chase his first initial high or until he's fully wired like your 'typical average addict'. he doesn't use it to the full extent. he says it helps him be more social, more open minded, aware, mindful and 'smart' so to speak. he also does not mind the weight loss, he can easily eat small healthy portions throughout the day without forcing it down his throat, but the metabolism boost he loves. He doesn't care for the high, he just wants the extra knowledge he seeks out while on speed.
even sober, it's not nearly as dramatic or enhanced while high but he's noticed being clean and sober after experiencing with it he cares more for stimulating conversations with stimulating persons. which is healthy for anyone in general. He still has every friend he started with beforehand, he's still mom's baby boy, and even had promotions recently at his job. his maturity hasn't gone unnoticed by friends and coworkers. he's doing rather well. much better than a year ago today. Now my question is, with such little dosage and no real urge to feel like jesus resurrected, is this kind of use considered responsible?
Now i'm new to this site. But i've been an active guest on here for many months since i've been aware of his use. just to see from his perspective, to maybe give him guidance, so he knows everything i know about this stuff, which is a good chunk, more than most who actually use the stuff. so i've seen every response there is to posts like this. Please, take your time with this post. Consider, evaluate, ask questions, critique it, pick it apart, think good and hard about your answer and respond with true knowledge. If you don't have an answer, i'll happily read your comments or concerns. give me whatever. There are some weak minded, damaged people who fall hard from this stuff. but some people are just wired a little neater, with a stronger mindset. no?
now, he didn't get that high, so he smoked more than average but still couldn't get the same kind of high, but he knew he was high, he can always tell.. so clearly it's a matter of tolerance and smoking from just the pipe, compared to the bubbler where it gets vaporized thru liquid, which seemingly produces much better hits. so he knew enough was enough and saved the rest for another day. he smokes quite often now, 3-4 times a week in the morning for about 20 min, no more than 30. and never gets more than half a gram at a time, which could easily last him up to 2 weeks without feeling the need to save or 'take it easy'.it just happens, i guess he doesn't need much.
he also doesn't even understand how some people go through a gram in a sitting. Wild! he doesn't chase his first initial high or until he's fully wired like your 'typical average addict'. he doesn't use it to the full extent. he says it helps him be more social, more open minded, aware, mindful and 'smart' so to speak. he also does not mind the weight loss, he can easily eat small healthy portions throughout the day without forcing it down his throat, but the metabolism boost he loves. He doesn't care for the high, he just wants the extra knowledge he seeks out while on speed.
even sober, it's not nearly as dramatic or enhanced while high but he's noticed being clean and sober after experiencing with it he cares more for stimulating conversations with stimulating persons. which is healthy for anyone in general. He still has every friend he started with beforehand, he's still mom's baby boy, and even had promotions recently at his job. his maturity hasn't gone unnoticed by friends and coworkers. he's doing rather well. much better than a year ago today. Now my question is, with such little dosage and no real urge to feel like jesus resurrected, is this kind of use considered responsible?
Now i'm new to this site. But i've been an active guest on here for many months since i've been aware of his use. just to see from his perspective, to maybe give him guidance, so he knows everything i know about this stuff, which is a good chunk, more than most who actually use the stuff. so i've seen every response there is to posts like this. Please, take your time with this post. Consider, evaluate, ask questions, critique it, pick it apart, think good and hard about your answer and respond with true knowledge. If you don't have an answer, i'll happily read your comments or concerns. give me whatever. There are some weak minded, damaged people who fall hard from this stuff. but some people are just wired a little neater, with a stronger mindset. no?
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