Hello my fellow psychonauts,
I have been missing, missing and missing MXE. Missing it so very much. Such a special and truly unique substance.
I come back to forums, check the darkwebs again and again in hopes that it will resurface. And end up more and more heartbroken with every search.
Which led me to my newest search (which is not that new) of perhaps recreating that experience, imperfectly, but to some extent. Has anyone been through the same path and found some promising results?
Experiments with MXP, thus far, resulted in the closest experience, though leagues away. Months before the MXE ban, unbeknownst to me, I had the feeling that I should stash this magical chem and ordered a bunch, which turned out to be MXP instead of MXE and led me to trials of turning that shit (yup, not the biggest MXP fan) into at least bronze (gold is out of its reach). Found that doses above 100mg (130mg being the sweet spot) results in a okay experience, at least shrugging the complete dysphoria of sub 100mg doses. Mixed with tryptamines (or good ol acid), yields a decent experience. Overall though it is less interesting, less introspective, more confusing and more physically debilitating and longer lasting.
Trials with 3-MeO-PCP also were not that fruitful as it resulted in minimally interesting long lasting "lite-dissociation" that is somewhat depersonalizing but not insightful.
Perhaps combination of different dissociatives and other RCs may result in a similar experience -- similar to how the Borax combo has created an arguably better MDMA experience. Would love to hear about your experiences and hypotheses.
Ever yearning,
wormdevil
I have been missing, missing and missing MXE. Missing it so very much. Such a special and truly unique substance.
I come back to forums, check the darkwebs again and again in hopes that it will resurface. And end up more and more heartbroken with every search.
Which led me to my newest search (which is not that new) of perhaps recreating that experience, imperfectly, but to some extent. Has anyone been through the same path and found some promising results?
Experiments with MXP, thus far, resulted in the closest experience, though leagues away. Months before the MXE ban, unbeknownst to me, I had the feeling that I should stash this magical chem and ordered a bunch, which turned out to be MXP instead of MXE and led me to trials of turning that shit (yup, not the biggest MXP fan) into at least bronze (gold is out of its reach). Found that doses above 100mg (130mg being the sweet spot) results in a okay experience, at least shrugging the complete dysphoria of sub 100mg doses. Mixed with tryptamines (or good ol acid), yields a decent experience. Overall though it is less interesting, less introspective, more confusing and more physically debilitating and longer lasting.
Trials with 3-MeO-PCP also were not that fruitful as it resulted in minimally interesting long lasting "lite-dissociation" that is somewhat depersonalizing but not insightful.
Perhaps combination of different dissociatives and other RCs may result in a similar experience -- similar to how the Borax combo has created an arguably better MDMA experience. Would love to hear about your experiences and hypotheses.
Ever yearning,
wormdevil
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