advocatestillness92
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 20, 2019
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I really, painfully, miss the times of my life, now years passed, when my life and heart were tangibly filled and stimulated with a certain electricity from my surroundings, events and thoughts.
Do you know what I mean? Im not quite sure if this affliction is something unique to me, or if its something everybody experiences.
But, love, contentment, comfort, satisfaction and warmth feel like they are extinct species in the ecosystem of my world. It feels like theyve been swindled from beneath me and Ive been left in a abstract void where the skeleton of life is there.... but all skin and soul are torturously omitted
I want to know how to get back there! I need you to tell me how to escape the barrages of misconceptions, suffocating inertia and deceit
I want to live, but im afraid Im already dead
Do you know what I mean? Im not quite sure if this affliction is something unique to me, or if its something everybody experiences.
But, love, contentment, comfort, satisfaction and warmth feel like they are extinct species in the ecosystem of my world. It feels like theyve been swindled from beneath me and Ive been left in a abstract void where the skeleton of life is there.... but all skin and soul are torturously omitted
I want to know how to get back there! I need you to tell me how to escape the barrages of misconceptions, suffocating inertia and deceit
I want to live, but im afraid Im already dead