cornyusername
Greenlighter
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- May 13, 2017
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Hello, recently I was driving my truck and unfortunately someone illegally hit my driver door. The truck rolled there times, additionally I flew out and landed on the road at some point. I got 5 cracked bones and a bruised and bloody brain. It could have been so much worse. I very well could have died and couldn't breathe by myself for about 3 days and had tubes breathing air into me. At the time of the accident I had been using at least a half gram of IV heroin for many months plus other amounts of usage the months prior. After the brain injury I cannot be doing drugs or caffeine etc as it can keep the brain damaged permanently. However I have been smoking a small amount, a fifth of what I used to do. I know this is horrible and dangerous. It has only been six days of doing this, and 3 weeks after the accident I did none. I know I need to quit but I am also terrified. I have had no withdrawals so far. I also have no suboxone. I was wondering if anyone can give me advice and if anyone may have an idea of how bad this is for my brain. Please help I would appreciate it so much. I have never been sober from weed or anything since 2011 and I don't know how to deal with life, particularly now that I have to rebuild mine. I can't legally drive, work, or go to school for another two months minimally and it is so overwhelming. Sorry for ranting I just have no one to talk to who can help me.
