I really need something for my distress something that's going to help me temporarily. I am on suboxone and even if I wasn't opioids do not work for me. Neither do benzos nor weed. I tried phenibut 3 times in the last 10 days and nothing. I am in process of tapering off dexedrine, I'm down to 7mg and I was on 25. If I take a recreational dose is that gonna relapse my taper?