Hi All,
I took about 200 maybe 250 mg of tested MDMA a week ago and I am feeling horrible. I had a weird rolling flashback today, I feel shaky, I have been crying, brain fog, can't find the right words...etc. I'm almost a week into this now and crying spells, head pressure, slow thinking, 0 short term memory. This is VERY scary....I know I broke the dosing rules, and I just don't know how long this is going to last. I'm reaching out on here for some success stories and advice.
I have taken this dose before but feel really different this time. I'm sleeping ok now, but having intense dreams, weird ones about hell and stuff. It's horrible. My heart is racing...and my vision is weird. UGH. 8(
I tried 5-htp but I think its making things worse...I feel like I have enough pre-cursors to everything, but my brain is just really down regulated and unsensitive to serotonin. 5-HTP is not a good supplement for me....SSRI's just one dose have made me very sick.
I am eating great....actually have an increased appetite for once. I had a pretty intense roll, no sickness, came up kinda fast, but it lasted most the night..it was a long roll and a redose about 5 hours later same amount so like total around 250 mg and just really hope I am going to be ok...I'm a smaller female. I won't be doing this again EVER. I just feel like I could use some words of support for people who got better. I have a sensitive brain (I know this) and just lost control that night and with the new type of Euro pills that are 250 mg it's just entirely too easy to take the other half when you are not in your right mind!
I'm eating really well...drinking water....taking omegas...but I think i'm going to stop supplements for a while and just do normal food and omegas and let my brain rest and reset. I'm getting out on short walks...i do have depression and anxiety to begin with...im sure this didnt help AT ALL. =/
I feel like "I've really done it this time" and I'm terrified. I almost feel like giving up. Anyone out there can please support thank you so much.
Much Love
I took about 200 maybe 250 mg of tested MDMA a week ago and I am feeling horrible. I had a weird rolling flashback today, I feel shaky, I have been crying, brain fog, can't find the right words...etc. I'm almost a week into this now and crying spells, head pressure, slow thinking, 0 short term memory. This is VERY scary....I know I broke the dosing rules, and I just don't know how long this is going to last. I'm reaching out on here for some success stories and advice.
I have taken this dose before but feel really different this time. I'm sleeping ok now, but having intense dreams, weird ones about hell and stuff. It's horrible. My heart is racing...and my vision is weird. UGH. 8(
I tried 5-htp but I think its making things worse...I feel like I have enough pre-cursors to everything, but my brain is just really down regulated and unsensitive to serotonin. 5-HTP is not a good supplement for me....SSRI's just one dose have made me very sick.
I am eating great....actually have an increased appetite for once. I had a pretty intense roll, no sickness, came up kinda fast, but it lasted most the night..it was a long roll and a redose about 5 hours later same amount so like total around 250 mg and just really hope I am going to be ok...I'm a smaller female. I won't be doing this again EVER. I just feel like I could use some words of support for people who got better. I have a sensitive brain (I know this) and just lost control that night and with the new type of Euro pills that are 250 mg it's just entirely too easy to take the other half when you are not in your right mind!
I'm eating really well...drinking water....taking omegas...but I think i'm going to stop supplements for a while and just do normal food and omegas and let my brain rest and reset. I'm getting out on short walks...i do have depression and anxiety to begin with...im sure this didnt help AT ALL. =/
I feel like "I've really done it this time" and I'm terrified. I almost feel like giving up. Anyone out there can please support thank you so much.
Much Love