I am looking into ordering some RC benzos but do have a concern: while I normally do not use benzos to the point of becoming physically dependent (has only happened when prescribed clonazepam; opioids are a different matter but that is another topic) I normally don't have the supply that would be easy to acquire with RCs (like 1-2 grams of benzos). The RCs I could get domestically as powder are pretty much diclazepam (the only one I tried previously- I actually really liked it (I normally really like diazepam, but it seems like some people say diclaz and diaz aren't necessarily similar in effect just because they are similar in structure)), clonazolam, etizolam, flubramazolam, flubramazepam. I would rather not go international due to the risks involved. I originally planned on ordering diclazepam or clonazolam primarily with maybe a small amount of one other. But while I normally like long acting benzos (but normally I only have a few (like 20 or so at most) when it comes to RX benzos) I have been thinking that with something long acting like diclazepam you really could only take it infrequently (once a week maybe at most?) to not risk becoming dependent. Also, I was initially interested in the f-lam as I heard it is pretty euphoric and very strong but then had read some reports that tolerance rises extremely rapidly, like seemingly faster than any commonly available RX benzo.
I guess what I am really trying to figure out: how often could one take benzos and not be at a high risk for a benzo habit? Normally when I have like 20 kpins I just take them over a few days and don't touch them again for weeks. Maybe the etizolam would be a good candidate b/c it has a short half-life (so it could be taken a bit more frequently b/c due to its short half-life it wouldn't have a constant level in the bloodstream (unlike diclazepam which has a half life of days and therefore would not take very frequent dosing to have constant levels; then again the worst opioid problem I ever had was fent (it seems short half-lifes make for fast tolerances) so maybe this type of thinking is incorrect? Like maybe the thing to do would to take it for a shorter time period total w/a longer acting benzo (like just take what I want with diclaz for 2 or 3 weeks? I'm thinking this could still be risky though).
I guess I'm just looking for help with what would be decently enjoyable but with a lower risk for dependence.
I guess what I am really trying to figure out: how often could one take benzos and not be at a high risk for a benzo habit? Normally when I have like 20 kpins I just take them over a few days and don't touch them again for weeks. Maybe the etizolam would be a good candidate b/c it has a short half-life (so it could be taken a bit more frequently b/c due to its short half-life it wouldn't have a constant level in the bloodstream (unlike diclazepam which has a half life of days and therefore would not take very frequent dosing to have constant levels; then again the worst opioid problem I ever had was fent (it seems short half-lifes make for fast tolerances) so maybe this type of thinking is incorrect? Like maybe the thing to do would to take it for a shorter time period total w/a longer acting benzo (like just take what I want with diclaz for 2 or 3 weeks? I'm thinking this could still be risky though).
I guess I'm just looking for help with what would be decently enjoyable but with a lower risk for dependence.