alright motherfuckers i'm slightly off balance right now so i may need to edit this but here's my list:
-psychedelics and related-
lsd - 10 (this is the best psychedelic period.)
mushrooms - 10 (fun)
salvia (plain leaf) - 10 (this gets me in touch with mother earth and brings me a heavenly feeling of peace.)
salvia (potent extract) - 1 (nightmerish delerium, sucks.)
dxm - 10 (i was addicted to this for a couple years, i still love it but don't do it because i don't want to go back to the state hospital.)
pcp - 10 (dust made me flip out sometimes, i woke up in the psych ward a couple times.)
nitrous (in combination with other psychedelics or weed) - 10 (bliss)
nitrous (alone) - 8 (lesser bliss)
lsa - 10 (great psychedelic, easy to aquire)
amanita muscaria - 1 (sick, pucking, sweating, blurry vision)
mdma - 10 after effects - 1 (i love ecstasy so much i binge on like 10 rolls over a couple days and get a suicidal comedown)
weed - 1 (a paranoid self-conscious panicky high for me.)
marijuana alternatives - (chillin xxx, spice gold, chillin 99-0, cosmic glow, red planet) - 10 (the alternatives are not as good as when i first started smoking cannabis, but almost there, without the paranoia of cannabis, infinitely better than the highs i get from thc these days.)
nutmeg - (-infinite) - bullshit stupid idea to do
-downers-
1,4 butanediol - 10 (totally relieves my anxiety, i'm having trouble staying away from it)
all benzos - 1 (high chance of arrest)
alcohol - 1 (makes me feel like shit, see benzos)
neurontin - 3 (chill pills)
oxycodone - 8 (great initial high, get dissatisfied with the high after about an hour even on 40-60mg with no recent use)
hydrocodone - 8 (similar to oxycodone for me)
kratom - 9 (i fucking love this shit, nice high, cheap, and i can get jammed and piss clean)
opium - 8 (beautiful)
demerol - 6 (weird)
codeine - 4 (shitty opiate)
butalbital - 3 (i got very little from this, i guess it's a weak barbiturate or something)
ambien - 7 (it's alright, if i take around 80 mg i get in a bizarre waking dream type state)
lunesta - 1 (couldn't cop a high of this)
sonata - 4 (decent when insuflinated, nothing special)
kava - 7 (good kava is an awesome little high)
phenibut - 1 (no success with it, gonna try again though)
-uppers-
cocaine - 1 (hate everything about this drug, the high, the culture, the comedown, the shitty music that cokeheads make, etc. i don't like the way it makes me feel and i don't like to listen to some asshole jabbering away about how fucking awesome he his while i do it, fuck the price as well.)
crack - 1 (worse than coke, my first hit had me acting like a crackhead, doing grimy shit, so i checked into detox)
adderall - 6 (nice high, need something to help comedown to prevent bingeing)
methylphenidate - 7 (makes gabber, hardcore, happy hardcore sound awesome, again need comedown aid)
focalin - 10 (awesome clean high, favorite upper)
dexedrine - 8 (nice, clean, ego boosting high, get tons of shit done, although a lot of the shit i do creatively on it is complete bullshit)
prophylhexedrine - 1 (shit now, was cool at first)
ephedrine - 1 (makes my heart feel fucked)
caffeine - high 1, neccesity 10 (can't start the day without coffee)
-not sure-
diphenhydramine - 1 (shit, just made me drowsy when i was looking for delerium)
duster - 1 (fuck this shit)
ya i've done a lot of drugs, right now i don't really fuck with uppers, just downers and psychs, and only shit that allows me to piss clean.)