AugustWest1965
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 2, 2022
- Messages
- 15
RAMBLINGS...
these two things are at war: the desire to be settled, established, accomplished in life, the satisfaction of having realized one’s potential in life...and then there is the fear of being trapped, having squandered that potential, or at least simple frustration at the structuring of life to where you could only realize one of your many potential selves. and you feel so small because people think that’s who you are, your identity, when really you know you could’ve been so many things. you make possibility and dreams a reality on paper with pen, and there’s comfort in that; but there’s also a sense of loss...what was once dynamic has, in a way, become routine.
goodnite good people. ~peace~
these two things are at war: the desire to be settled, established, accomplished in life, the satisfaction of having realized one’s potential in life...and then there is the fear of being trapped, having squandered that potential, or at least simple frustration at the structuring of life to where you could only realize one of your many potential selves. and you feel so small because people think that’s who you are, your identity, when really you know you could’ve been so many things. you make possibility and dreams a reality on paper with pen, and there’s comfort in that; but there’s also a sense of loss...what was once dynamic has, in a way, become routine.
goodnite good people. ~peace~
