I'm really new to trying drugs, My boyfriend introduced me to weed and in the last 2 weeks blow. He has pretty much tried everything out there and I know he has to connections. I hate to say I'm not sure if this is consider a binge or not, In two weeks we have done blow about 7 times a few of those times we were going though 1.5grams in a 2 hour time frame, I love the way it makes me feel, but here where the problem is, I am on a pain pump with diluid in it, Its runs 24 hours a day goes into my spinal canal, yes I know Im playing a game of is this going to kill me. I have not had really bad come downs the first few times, I have slept right after doing lines and everything. When I get to high ill start to get dry heaves, after a 4 hour time frame i did have one time i got super cold and was shaking i don't remember much but I was dehydrated and had not eating for 2 days. Last sunday was the first time I had a bad come down of crying and sleeping all day. I should have learned from those to but yesterday we did it again this time it was 1.5 grams in less that 2 hours, I seem to get delayed responses to this stuff and at 1:15a I wake up sweating bad, my heart rate at 150, and my dry heaves, it lasted close to an hour, totally though I was going to die. Now I'm sitting here scared, yet wanting more of this stuff, I went a week without and felt fine. I want to know if this reaction is going to keep getting worse? Is there anything to help make these come downs a little better?