Stimulants Questions for long term IV meth users

[SmashingWretzky]

I have been using speed/crystal meth for over a decade now. I have been a IV user for nearly all that time.

In the beginning I loved the rush and the euphoria. The escapism... over time for me at least the rush and euphoria disappeared. I thought it was the mix at first or poor quality product but for the last 5 years the high hasnt been the same..

Is this the case for any of you guys and girls...

My useage in the first few years looking back now i view it as dangerous due to being young, greedy and uneducated about what i was doing. I wasn't aware of any risks and as a result had no fear.

Experience is everything as they say these days i dont chase the feeling and my useage is less frequent and more controlled. I have started to despise the thing i once loved.. I have repeated the same old routine enough to know what's in store. I am over it basically.
For the ones who have broken free from regular use or addiction does it ever really go away... I feel like its always going to be a part of me.

I promised myself i would never introduce anyone to a needle or share a used one so at least my stuff ends with me..

How many of you are happy with the choices you've made and would you recommend it as a lifestyle choice to anyone. I know the answer to that one is obvious No.

I say this to anyone interested in the idea of IV drug use who are yet to try it out be prepared because when you dance with the devil you wait for the song to end.. Most of us long term addicts didn't ever envision being where we are because just like you we thought we were too smart to get hooked..

Anyone else who wants to share their own story please do and feel free to ask any questions.

Look after each other and have a wonderful day

 

[Southern Yankee]

I have been using speed/crystal meth for over a decade now. I have been a IV user for nearly all that time.

In the beginning I loved the rush and the euphoria. The escapism... over time for me at least the rush and euphoria disappeared. I thought it was the mix at first or poor quality product but for the last 5 years the high hasnt been the same..

Is this the case for any of you guys and girls...

My useage in the first few years looking back now i view it as dangerous due to being young, greedy and uneducated about what i was doing. I wasn't aware of any risks and as a result had no fear.

Experience is everything as they say these days i dont chase the feeling and my useage is less frequent and more controlled. I have started to despise the thing i once loved.. I have repeated the same old routine enough to know what's in store. I am over it basically.
For the ones who have broken free from regular use or addiction does it ever really go away... I feel like its always going to be a part of me.

I promised myself i would never introduce anyone to a needle or share a used one so at least my stuff ends with me..

How many of you are happy with the choices you've made and would you recommend it as a lifestyle choice to anyone. I know the answer to that one is obvious No.

I say this to anyone interested in the idea of IV drug use who are yet to try it out be prepared because when you dance with the devil you wait for the song to end.. Most of us long term addicts didn't ever envision being where we are because just like you we thought we were too smart to get hooked..

Anyone else who wants to share their own story please do and feel free to ask any questions.

Look after each other and have a wonderful day

May just be a simple case of high tolerance

 

[OpiateKiller]

I think what is comes down to is drugs simply lose their magic over a extended periods of time. Personally I know from IV heroin, and lots of cocaine abuse … they simply don't make me feel the way they used to when I first started. I don't know if this is because of changes in brain chemistry.. but trust a shot of heroin right now would not feel anything like it did to me 5 years ago.. and I know it never will.

 

[opiatekrzy]

Never found IV meth use enjoyable

 

[Maxstallion]

I have been using speed/crystal meth for over a decade now. I have been a IV user for nearly all that time.

In the beginning I loved the rush and the euphoria. The escapism... over time for me at least the rush and euphoria disappeared. I thought it was the mix at first or poor quality product but for the last 5 years the high hasnt been the same..

Is this the case for any of you guys and girls...

My useage in the first few years looking back now i view it as dangerous due to being young, greedy and uneducated about what i was doing. I wasn't aware of any risks and as a result had no fear.

Experience is everything as they say these days i dont chase the feeling and my useage is less frequent and more controlled. I have started to despise the thing i once loved.. I have repeated the same old routine enough to know what's in store. I am over it basically.
For the ones who have broken free from regular use or addiction does it ever really go away... I feel like its always going to be a part of me.

I promised myself i would never introduce anyone to a needle or share a used one so at least my stuff ends with me..

How many of you are happy with the choices you've made and would you recommend it as a lifestyle choice to anyone. I know the answer to that one is obvious No.

I say this to anyone interested in the idea of IV drug use who are yet to try it out be prepared because when you dance with the devil you wait for the song to end.. Most of us long term addicts didn't ever envision being where we are because just like you we thought we were too smart to get hooked..

Anyone else who wants to share their own story please do and feel free to ask any questions.

Look after each other and have a wonderful day

Yeah that happens, I was a heavy meth user for many many years about 7 or so. Same thing happened. But I’ve been a H user for 17 years and I tell ya I could OD in the purest shit ever before I’d feel like I felt when I first started slamming H smh but I still love it. Meth on the other hand is a poisonous callas evil bitch that’s not welcome in my life anymore. I may visit her a couple times a year or go 2 or 3 years without. Honestly I just got bored and sick of the same routine, categorize my porn for 15-24 hours forget to masterbate, do more forget again, do more now it’s been 3 days and I’m not even in the mood or high anymore. I feel like shit, time for my favorite part, time for heroin and crashing lol then recoup for 4 days and do it all over again. Fuck that! And I got sick of what it was doing to me heart mind body and soul. Quitting if you’re serious and ready is easy. It took a few months to feel back to normal but I never craved it after that. Don’t tell yourself you’ll never touch the stuff again just say I don’t want this in my life anymore, not now and not for a long time. Maybe in the future I’ll blast off once in a blue moon but for now I’m done.

 

[FutureReference]

We can never catch that magical dragon after a certain period of time unfortunately