SmashingWretzky
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 10, 2018
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I have been using speed/crystal meth for over a decade now. I have been a IV user for nearly all that time.
In the beginning I loved the rush and the euphoria. The escapism... over time for me at least the rush and euphoria disappeared. I thought it was the mix at first or poor quality product but for the last 5 years the high hasnt been the same..
Is this the case for any of you guys and girls...
My useage in the first few years looking back now i view it as dangerous due to being young, greedy and uneducated about what i was doing. I wasn't aware of any risks and as a result had no fear.
Experience is everything as they say these days i dont chase the feeling and my useage is less frequent and more controlled. I have started to despise the thing i once loved.. I have repeated the same old routine enough to know what's in store. I am over it basically.
For the ones who have broken free from regular use or addiction does it ever really go away... I feel like its always going to be a part of me.
I promised myself i would never introduce anyone to a needle or share a used one so at least my stuff ends with me..
How many of you are happy with the choices you've made and would you recommend it as a lifestyle choice to anyone. I know the answer to that one is obvious No.
I say this to anyone interested in the idea of IV drug use who are yet to try it out be prepared because when you dance with the devil you wait for the song to end.. Most of us long term addicts didn't ever envision being where we are because just like you we thought we were too smart to get hooked..
Anyone else who wants to share their own story please do and feel free to ask any questions.
Look after each other and have a wonderful day
In the beginning I loved the rush and the euphoria. The escapism... over time for me at least the rush and euphoria disappeared. I thought it was the mix at first or poor quality product but for the last 5 years the high hasnt been the same..
Is this the case for any of you guys and girls...
My useage in the first few years looking back now i view it as dangerous due to being young, greedy and uneducated about what i was doing. I wasn't aware of any risks and as a result had no fear.
Experience is everything as they say these days i dont chase the feeling and my useage is less frequent and more controlled. I have started to despise the thing i once loved.. I have repeated the same old routine enough to know what's in store. I am over it basically.
For the ones who have broken free from regular use or addiction does it ever really go away... I feel like its always going to be a part of me.
I promised myself i would never introduce anyone to a needle or share a used one so at least my stuff ends with me..
How many of you are happy with the choices you've made and would you recommend it as a lifestyle choice to anyone. I know the answer to that one is obvious No.
I say this to anyone interested in the idea of IV drug use who are yet to try it out be prepared because when you dance with the devil you wait for the song to end.. Most of us long term addicts didn't ever envision being where we are because just like you we thought we were too smart to get hooked..
Anyone else who wants to share their own story please do and feel free to ask any questions.
Look after each other and have a wonderful day