I got a gram of meth yesterday. I had no one to show me what to do so I went to the internet for some basic information. Specifically, I was searching out a safe first dose for a novice who is IVing the meth (I'm a heroin addict, I know how to IV). It seemed like the best bet would be to go with 100mg. At 2pm, I did exactly that... and didn't get much of anything. At this point my addict brain took over and I immediately set up again to use 150mg. This had a little more effect, but not a lot. Despite the lack of rush, I now had .25g of meth in me and was starting to feel it's effects.
By around 5pm, I wanted to use some more... not because my energy was waning, but because I wanted to feel what 250mg felt like. At this point, I'm going off the rails a little bit and I was not thinking about my own safety. Needless to say, 250mg was fantastic. I repeated that dose again around midnight. Finally, a little after 3am, I got out what was left (300mg) and did that. I did notice the difference the extra 50mg made. However, as I was getting ready to shoot up, my brain actually paused and wondered "how does one, exactly, overdose on meth". I was actually a little trepidatious about shooting 300mg. Of course, my addict brain kicked in and I used anyway.
So, my questions are the following:
(1) Is 250/300mg a high dose for a first time user?
(2) I used the full gram in about 13 hours. Is that an unsafe rate of use?
(3) What could I have done better (like, instead of jumping to 250mg)?
(4) Is there an upper limit of use that you really don't want to exceed, less you significantly increase your chances of ODing?
Basically, I'd like to get a similar experience the next time I use, without taking unnecessary risks. Any other comments are welcome too...
By around 5pm, I wanted to use some more... not because my energy was waning, but because I wanted to feel what 250mg felt like. At this point, I'm going off the rails a little bit and I was not thinking about my own safety. Needless to say, 250mg was fantastic. I repeated that dose again around midnight. Finally, a little after 3am, I got out what was left (300mg) and did that. I did notice the difference the extra 50mg made. However, as I was getting ready to shoot up, my brain actually paused and wondered "how does one, exactly, overdose on meth". I was actually a little trepidatious about shooting 300mg. Of course, my addict brain kicked in and I used anyway.
So, my questions are the following:
(1) Is 250/300mg a high dose for a first time user?
(2) I used the full gram in about 13 hours. Is that an unsafe rate of use?
(3) What could I have done better (like, instead of jumping to 250mg)?
(4) Is there an upper limit of use that you really don't want to exceed, less you significantly increase your chances of ODing?
Basically, I'd like to get a similar experience the next time I use, without taking unnecessary risks. Any other comments are welcome too...