im starting to see the light in life is my metaphor for seeing the beauty in everything, for enjoying life for what it is, and accepting myself, and finding my place in the world. Yes, it's that deep, and i would've never thought i would be thinking is way. I almost fully attribute my sudden personal growth, to the help of weekly sessions with Molly. Doesn't mean i'm going to continue that way forever...i feel i've hit that spot in life where i don't need it...but I know it'll always be around if i need some extra help every now and again
And i would much rather get help from molly, then from alcohol. Alcohol suppresses emotions, whereas MDMA helps you deal with them. A little bit of MJ never really hurt anyone either, its just that i do know that too much of anything is bad.
I'm really not trying to be an idiot with the molly, its just that it has had such a profound effect on me recently that i'm just curious where this is gonna go from here...
When; fact. Now thats complete bullshit because no DR. in the world will know how any drug will work on every single person....everyone is different remember that. To say that EVERYONE that takes MDMA is going to crash...im not buying that "fact", statistically speaking its highly likely but not factual.
So, what you are saying is that you don't know anything about the drug you are abusing. How can you deal with emotions when all of your serotonin is being released? Not to mention the therapeutic studies were done with a fraction of your dose.
That's a massive contradiction. You wanna know why Psychedelics have the reputation to help you deal with your problems? because they prevent the majority of serotonin from being released, if you have anything thats bothering you, its gonna surface easily.
2nd: AS far neural-toxicity goes, no one has stated any facts on how long-term molly use effects the brain, other then serotonin production. All i hear is "its bad for you". If its fear of falling into a cronic depression, i have news for you. I have had cronic depression my whole life and its very frustrating to deal with. This past month, I have not been depressed at all! This is EXTREMLY important for me to progress through life. So maybe i am taking to much, then what, i fall back into depression. Ok so im back at square one...at least in the time in the time ive been doing the molly, i have made my life exponentially better, so to me the risk is worth it.
3rd: No one has stated anything whatsoever on serious long-term mental effects like memory. This is what i worry most about. Am i going to be retarded in a few years from now, will i be more susceptible to things like Alzheimer and Dementia? I dont anticipate anyone being a DR. on here and even if they were where are the clinical trials and sheer evidence? We just don't know.
My point is this...it very likly is bad for me. How bad? I dont know. Is it possible that it may not be very harmful at all. Again i dont know? These are question that need to be raised so that studies can be done to fine conclusive evidence on neuro-toxicity. Drugs (ALL drugs) effect people differently, so from my personal experiences compared to yours, its hard to tell who is right and who is wrong.
Again, it seems like the only thing to warn me about is depression. Other then that there is lacking evidence to convince me that anything else is a problem. A statement of "its a serious drug, so it must be harmful in some way" is not enough. WHY? WHY do u think it is so dangerous? Even if i were to get depressed after taking molly, i still think the multiple benefits im getting far outweigh the negative...
WOW, you are ignoring the comments trying to warn you. Im going to assume you dont know shit about 3,4-methylenedioxymethamphetamine, well actually im not going to assume that. It's rather obvious, so i know its true.
first of all, When you use up all of your serotonin reserves, it attempts to refill those reserves, which causes oxidase damage, because its out of omega fatty acids, and its like revving the engine without any gas in it.
I have nervous damage. i twitch, i studder, i cant think as well as i used to, i have paranoia and i have sporadic mydriasis, which means my nerves have been damaged.
You want to think you are so much different from someone like I, or any of the others on this forum trying to WARN you!?!?
What makes you so goddamn special, you have the same serotonin receptors, the same basic chemistry.
This isnt like LSD, it isnt triggering pre-genetic dispositions to become primary functions, causing one out of a million people to go bat shit crazy. This is a fucking stimulant, its going to overdrive your nervous system, your mind, your senses, and those things will wear down.
It sound like you are dependent upon MDMA, i went through the same thing, no one could tell me it was bad for me, i didnt believe them, it made me feel too good and it made me feel like the universe had a plan for me, and it was just going to be there to hold me and encourage me whenever i need it........
It was my source of "self improvement"
It's a bullshit excuse.
Finally, no one is telling you to wait a month so you can get just as high, we are telling you to wait a month so you cause brain damage.
actually read peoples responses.
If you had actually looked anything up, here are studies and clinical trials, there are about 10 of them on erowid.
DONE BY DOCTORS, since no one on here knows what they are talking about, according to you.
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_neurotoxicity1.shtml
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_article3.shtml
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdm...cience_1/2002_ricaurte_science_1_review.shtml
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_article2.shtml
I hope you get this stupid idea out of your head, before you do irreversible damage.