Hi guys. First time I've ever posted, I have learned a lot from this forum though. I just have a few questions and would be very grateful if anyone can answer them for me.
I've only done meth twice now. The first time was just to try it a couple of months ago with an experienced friend, and I loved it, which scared me (and I think helped me respect how powerful this is, and not to think lightly of it).
The second time was a few nights ago for my 21st. It's definitely an amazing feeling, but one I'll definitely save for special occasions- I've already learnt that lesson from a pill addiction.
So, my first question is, on Sunday night I swallowed half a point every few hours or so, did about 2 points in total over the course of the night / morning, then one last little bit at around 1pm on Monday as a pick-me-up (I know, it's bad, but it was my 21st) so we could to the beach. I didn't smoke any on Sunday or Monday, only swallowed it. Later that night, when I was at home, I started feeling a little weird, feeling anxious etc, nothing I couldn't handle or didn't expect on 40+ hours of no sleep and little food, and I just wanted to sleep but obviously couldn't. I was wondering if it is safe to take a zolpidem 10mg tablet at that time? It had been 7-8 hours since I last had any, but I was still worried, so instead I managed to find a 5mg Valium (low dose from what I was reading, but better safe than sorry) which helped me sleep, but I was extremely restless and kept waking up every 30 minutes to an hour.
I also feel like I'm still coming down now, nothing crazy, sometimes I feel a little down, not depressed, just sad sometimes and easily upset. My heart is beating pretty fast still, and I feel scattered and edgy, and exhausted. It's all kind of coming in little waves, one hour I'll be anxious with a super fast heart beat, next hour exhausted, repeat. I've had multivitamins and juice / water etc to make sure I'm as healthy as I can be, but is it possible that I'm still coming down now, approx 30+ hours after I last had any?
One last question, I'm sorry if this has been answered but I can't find a suitable answer anywhere. When I did meth for the first time, I thought it was crack until after I'd had it, I didn't realise that meth was so widely popular and available, and from what I've gathered, people where I'm from refer to it as crack or rock, rather than meth. Am I correct in assuming so? Or am I missing something?
One last little thing: am I the only one who thinks a pill comedown is 100 times worse than a meth comedown? Sure this lasts longer, but unless I have lots of weed and someone to cuddle, I almost want to kill myself during a pill comedown and always feel like chasing more! Even left feeling depressed and wanting more for a few days after.
Sorry for the long post!! And thanks in advance!
I've only done meth twice now. The first time was just to try it a couple of months ago with an experienced friend, and I loved it, which scared me (and I think helped me respect how powerful this is, and not to think lightly of it).
The second time was a few nights ago for my 21st. It's definitely an amazing feeling, but one I'll definitely save for special occasions- I've already learnt that lesson from a pill addiction.
So, my first question is, on Sunday night I swallowed half a point every few hours or so, did about 2 points in total over the course of the night / morning, then one last little bit at around 1pm on Monday as a pick-me-up (I know, it's bad, but it was my 21st) so we could to the beach. I didn't smoke any on Sunday or Monday, only swallowed it. Later that night, when I was at home, I started feeling a little weird, feeling anxious etc, nothing I couldn't handle or didn't expect on 40+ hours of no sleep and little food, and I just wanted to sleep but obviously couldn't. I was wondering if it is safe to take a zolpidem 10mg tablet at that time? It had been 7-8 hours since I last had any, but I was still worried, so instead I managed to find a 5mg Valium (low dose from what I was reading, but better safe than sorry) which helped me sleep, but I was extremely restless and kept waking up every 30 minutes to an hour.
I also feel like I'm still coming down now, nothing crazy, sometimes I feel a little down, not depressed, just sad sometimes and easily upset. My heart is beating pretty fast still, and I feel scattered and edgy, and exhausted. It's all kind of coming in little waves, one hour I'll be anxious with a super fast heart beat, next hour exhausted, repeat. I've had multivitamins and juice / water etc to make sure I'm as healthy as I can be, but is it possible that I'm still coming down now, approx 30+ hours after I last had any?
One last question, I'm sorry if this has been answered but I can't find a suitable answer anywhere. When I did meth for the first time, I thought it was crack until after I'd had it, I didn't realise that meth was so widely popular and available, and from what I've gathered, people where I'm from refer to it as crack or rock, rather than meth. Am I correct in assuming so? Or am I missing something?
One last little thing: am I the only one who thinks a pill comedown is 100 times worse than a meth comedown? Sure this lasts longer, but unless I have lots of weed and someone to cuddle, I almost want to kill myself during a pill comedown and always feel like chasing more! Even left feeling depressed and wanting more for a few days after.
Sorry for the long post!! And thanks in advance!