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After an up and down battle, I've finally decided to call it quits for good. Smoked up last on 12/13 and have decided to call it quits.
My problems with weed began sometime about a year and a half ago, when I started to develop anxiety. Whether or not it's due to the weed or my extremely stressful life situation is up for debate. Some people say it was the weed that brought on the anxiety, while others say that the weed unleashes the anxiety and the frustration when I smoke.
Anyway .... I decided to take a long break in May of this year, which lasted until the first week of October when I decided to smoke up again. I was ok for about 3-4 weeks and then the anxiety hit back again. So I decided that I'm done.
I last smoked up 16 days ago, and the past week has been pure hell. Severe anxiety and now deep and debilitating depression. Apettite gone, fog and dizziness, feelings like I'm losing control etc etc .... All the things I've experienced when I quit in May ...
Question - For those of you that quit for good, did you ever go back to being your old self? Meaning, did you come to a point when the anxiety and depression went away for good, and you felt that you were "normal." The way you were before you started smoking.
I first smoked in 12, then smoked pretty much every other day or two days in 13, then went to sporadic use in 14 and 15, and barely have smoked here in 16 ...
Thank you all for your answers.
My problems with weed began sometime about a year and a half ago, when I started to develop anxiety. Whether or not it's due to the weed or my extremely stressful life situation is up for debate. Some people say it was the weed that brought on the anxiety, while others say that the weed unleashes the anxiety and the frustration when I smoke.
Anyway .... I decided to take a long break in May of this year, which lasted until the first week of October when I decided to smoke up again. I was ok for about 3-4 weeks and then the anxiety hit back again. So I decided that I'm done.
I last smoked up 16 days ago, and the past week has been pure hell. Severe anxiety and now deep and debilitating depression. Apettite gone, fog and dizziness, feelings like I'm losing control etc etc .... All the things I've experienced when I quit in May ...
Question - For those of you that quit for good, did you ever go back to being your old self? Meaning, did you come to a point when the anxiety and depression went away for good, and you felt that you were "normal." The way you were before you started smoking.
I first smoked in 12, then smoked pretty much every other day or two days in 13, then went to sporadic use in 14 and 15, and barely have smoked here in 16 ...
Thank you all for your answers.