(I've tried searching for this several ways and so far I haven't found anything that even remotely matches what happened to me yesterday. Anxious about making a fool of myself here.)
History/maybe helpful info: Including yesterday's trip I've done Ketamine 4 times in total, all within the span of a little over a month. The Ketamine I have is all from the same source/purchase and the first three trips were all really great. I take it nasally but I couldn't even begin to estimate how much I took or have taken in the past in terms of mg-- I've never come close to a K-Hole as far as I know, and apart from yesterday, I've never really had trouble moving after taking it. I'm on a variety of medications (Lamictal, Lexapro, Abilify) and recently I've started to take Vyvanse in place of Adderall as prescribed by my doctor but I tend to use both at the same time. My first time on Ketamine I may not have been on Vyvanse yet but I'm not sure, I definitely was taking Vyvanse the last time I did K though and it was fine. There is a chance I was decently dehydrated yesterday but it's hard to say.
Yesterday after I snorted an amount of Ketamine roughly equal to the 'normal' amount I've been taking, I found myself getting really high, really fast. At first it was a little fun but less so than usual-- my mind didn't seem to be doing much of anything interesting however every part of my body, especially my eyelids, started to feel extremely heavy. Despite not having had anything to eat for hours, I felt decently nauseous too, and ended up spending a long time just lying on the floor (sitting up was impossible). Overall I just did not feel 'good' but more like I had the flu or something. At the same time, my thoughts remained really lucid, boringly so, and it's kind of astonishing that I didn't have a panic attack over the fact that I couldn't really move. Eventually I managed to get in bed but I didn't sleep and instead just sort of contemplated how bored I was and how I wished I didn't feel so leaden. I don't know how long this state lasted, I'd estimate roughly 4-5 hours but I regained movement after about 2 hours, with the final 2-3 just feeling tired and weak.
This will sound ridiculous but the only things I can think of that might have altered my experience into a boring, unpleasant one are how I took the Ketamine. Usually I do it off of a piece of paper on my desk after cutting a line or two with a credit card. I did it off of a piece of paper with text on the back in my bathroom yesterday and had recently cleaned. I also used a scalpel to cut the lines because the card I was using seemed to have some sort of static thing going on with it where the K would stick to it. (For what it's worth that worked rather poorly too.)
History/maybe helpful info: Including yesterday's trip I've done Ketamine 4 times in total, all within the span of a little over a month. The Ketamine I have is all from the same source/purchase and the first three trips were all really great. I take it nasally but I couldn't even begin to estimate how much I took or have taken in the past in terms of mg-- I've never come close to a K-Hole as far as I know, and apart from yesterday, I've never really had trouble moving after taking it. I'm on a variety of medications (Lamictal, Lexapro, Abilify) and recently I've started to take Vyvanse in place of Adderall as prescribed by my doctor but I tend to use both at the same time. My first time on Ketamine I may not have been on Vyvanse yet but I'm not sure, I definitely was taking Vyvanse the last time I did K though and it was fine. There is a chance I was decently dehydrated yesterday but it's hard to say.
Yesterday after I snorted an amount of Ketamine roughly equal to the 'normal' amount I've been taking, I found myself getting really high, really fast. At first it was a little fun but less so than usual-- my mind didn't seem to be doing much of anything interesting however every part of my body, especially my eyelids, started to feel extremely heavy. Despite not having had anything to eat for hours, I felt decently nauseous too, and ended up spending a long time just lying on the floor (sitting up was impossible). Overall I just did not feel 'good' but more like I had the flu or something. At the same time, my thoughts remained really lucid, boringly so, and it's kind of astonishing that I didn't have a panic attack over the fact that I couldn't really move. Eventually I managed to get in bed but I didn't sleep and instead just sort of contemplated how bored I was and how I wished I didn't feel so leaden. I don't know how long this state lasted, I'd estimate roughly 4-5 hours but I regained movement after about 2 hours, with the final 2-3 just feeling tired and weak.
This will sound ridiculous but the only things I can think of that might have altered my experience into a boring, unpleasant one are how I took the Ketamine. Usually I do it off of a piece of paper on my desk after cutting a line or two with a credit card. I did it off of a piece of paper with text on the back in my bathroom yesterday and had recently cleaned. I also used a scalpel to cut the lines because the card I was using seemed to have some sort of static thing going on with it where the K would stick to it. (For what it's worth that worked rather poorly too.)
