Hi, first post!
Ok so the first time I took mdma was last summer at a large electronic music festival. Approx 100mg parachuted (crystal, tested), I prepared myself for the come up, an hour later nothing at all, I had heard stories of people coming up slowly so I waited another hour and still nothing, re-dosed another 70-80mg and still nothing. I felt disappointed so just stuck to alcohol and weed for the duration of the festival.
Fast forward a few months later at an outdoor rave, decided to try again, thinking I might have a tolerance issue I decided to ingest 250mg. This was legit crystal obtained via the dark web, advertised as 84% pure (purest you can get in crystal form I believe, straight to black when tested) This did have some effects on me, including dilated pupils, jaw clenches as well as increased intensity of lights and ability to talk to people with no apparent social boundaries. I did not really experience any euphoria at all, which is the only problem I have. I do find the drug more fun than alcohol so I like to experiment with it on occasions, works out cheaper too.
Another 3 months later I attend another music festival, this time consuming 300-350mg, this led to me being 'floored' with no motivation to dance. I experienced every other effect i.e. eye wobbles (I love these) jaw clenching and enhanced lighting, but yet again not a single feeling of euphoria, it almost feels like I am sober, just with wobbly eyes.
To rule out the possibility of naturally high tolerance I decided to go all out for my birthday last week, parachuted 5-600mg of the same tested crystals at a club. This resulted in me chewing my cheeks out, even with gum (1 week later and they are still sore, they actually bled at one point) a floaty feeling for a good 6 hours and extreme eye wobbles, as well as my eyelids almost being 'pulled down' over my eyes, but I still have to report I did not experience much of an increase in empathy and euphoria that I seek. I would have thought a half gram would promote 'gut wrenching' euphoria that people speak of on here, but nope, no luck for me.
I find this quite weird as my friends get extremely fucked off of the same batch, normally displaying the classic effects of mdma, hugging and dancing for 6 hours straight etc.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!! I feel like I am missing out on this drug so much, people describe it as the best moments of their lives, however I get more music appreciation from listening to headphones in my room SOBER, I will get goosebumps very often when listening to trance.
Would anyone have any idea what this could be? I am on no medication, eat very healthy but a lot (training to compete in a bodybuilder show) 5'9 180lbs, very low in bodyfat, quite 'ripped' if so to speak.
Ok so the first time I took mdma was last summer at a large electronic music festival. Approx 100mg parachuted (crystal, tested), I prepared myself for the come up, an hour later nothing at all, I had heard stories of people coming up slowly so I waited another hour and still nothing, re-dosed another 70-80mg and still nothing. I felt disappointed so just stuck to alcohol and weed for the duration of the festival.
Fast forward a few months later at an outdoor rave, decided to try again, thinking I might have a tolerance issue I decided to ingest 250mg. This was legit crystal obtained via the dark web, advertised as 84% pure (purest you can get in crystal form I believe, straight to black when tested) This did have some effects on me, including dilated pupils, jaw clenches as well as increased intensity of lights and ability to talk to people with no apparent social boundaries. I did not really experience any euphoria at all, which is the only problem I have. I do find the drug more fun than alcohol so I like to experiment with it on occasions, works out cheaper too.
Another 3 months later I attend another music festival, this time consuming 300-350mg, this led to me being 'floored' with no motivation to dance. I experienced every other effect i.e. eye wobbles (I love these) jaw clenching and enhanced lighting, but yet again not a single feeling of euphoria, it almost feels like I am sober, just with wobbly eyes.
To rule out the possibility of naturally high tolerance I decided to go all out for my birthday last week, parachuted 5-600mg of the same tested crystals at a club. This resulted in me chewing my cheeks out, even with gum (1 week later and they are still sore, they actually bled at one point) a floaty feeling for a good 6 hours and extreme eye wobbles, as well as my eyelids almost being 'pulled down' over my eyes, but I still have to report I did not experience much of an increase in empathy and euphoria that I seek. I would have thought a half gram would promote 'gut wrenching' euphoria that people speak of on here, but nope, no luck for me.
I find this quite weird as my friends get extremely fucked off of the same batch, normally displaying the classic effects of mdma, hugging and dancing for 6 hours straight etc.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!! I feel like I am missing out on this drug so much, people describe it as the best moments of their lives, however I get more music appreciation from listening to headphones in my room SOBER, I will get goosebumps very often when listening to trance.
Would anyone have any idea what this could be? I am on no medication, eat very healthy but a lot (training to compete in a bodybuilder show) 5'9 180lbs, very low in bodyfat, quite 'ripped' if so to speak.
