So, I’ve picked up meth use at a rate of frequency I’m not happy with. I don’t have much tolerance, it’s only been about two weeks with skipped days in between.
However, I have noticed two things;
First, my pupils don’t dilate. Tf? They have gotten somewhat larger on the comedown once, but overall I don’t get enlarged pupils. Is this common? Are dilated pupils a guaranteed thing the way loss of appetite is, or are they more subjective to the user the way heart palpitations are?
Second, it doesn’t really get me high. Really irritating. I’ve tried several batches, some bunk and some not. I get a verrrryyy little hint of a rush after smoking, but within minutes it’s gone and I just feel normal. I guess the closest thing to “high” I feel is very calm, with the desire to close my eyes and laze around. I feel increased comfort/laziness but it doesn’t even make my music sound extra good like it did in the past.
I know your first thought is to blame tolerance, but even my first bowl (after years without using) had this effect. Any thoughts? Similar experiences?
However, I have noticed two things;
First, my pupils don’t dilate. Tf? They have gotten somewhat larger on the comedown once, but overall I don’t get enlarged pupils. Is this common? Are dilated pupils a guaranteed thing the way loss of appetite is, or are they more subjective to the user the way heart palpitations are?
Second, it doesn’t really get me high. Really irritating. I’ve tried several batches, some bunk and some not. I get a verrrryyy little hint of a rush after smoking, but within minutes it’s gone and I just feel normal. I guess the closest thing to “high” I feel is very calm, with the desire to close my eyes and laze around. I feel increased comfort/laziness but it doesn’t even make my music sound extra good like it did in the past.
I know your first thought is to blame tolerance, but even my first bowl (after years without using) had this effect. Any thoughts? Similar experiences?