Yeah, like that for me too, not that I have a huge physical dependency on anything. I've used harder opioids, from opium to pills, but kratom, that shit got me. It's so easy to get and get to a point where it is and isn't an issue, I'd just rather be on it than not, and find myself taking it more often than not. It's not a huge high, but it's better than normalcy. However, a side effect of this is also normalcy being worse without it. Kind of counter productive. Oh and I kind of hate it. Every time I puke it up I'm like "ok bro get your shit together, this shit ain't it." And then take it the next day cause I have it.
Kratom is def a bitch to let go. Have tried also harder opiates and Kratom is no joke to quit because the consequences
With oxy your wallet hurts, with heroin your health hurts, but with kratom you can do it every damn day in a cheap and kind of 'healthy' way. Is this kind of apparent no consequence (short time) that makes it difficult to find a reason to quit.
Oh, and also when I was close to quitting because the stuff wouldn´t get me high anymore I remember by some weird coincidence the last dose would get me really high lol, so it would be so difficult to let it go.
But yeah you end up being getting tired of the 'chains' and one day you say no more! Don´t worry that day will come for you too.
I'm no longer physically dependant on opioids after a forced 9 day detox, but have taken them at least once during 5 of the past 7 days.
I thought once I wasn't physically dependant, I'd be fine going without sometimes, but I've found I still spend all of the time I'm not on them thinking about them and missing them :/
Well, the psychological dependence of opiates is basically the 90% of the chains of opiates Lol.
Everyone can lock themselves a week or two with a bunch of supplements and detox physically. Is the game of how you build your life so good and fun that you don't crave the opiates anymore.
That´s why I always thought people who call themselves addicts is a bullshit argument , if one really wants to quit, there you go, 2 weeks of miser ability but then you are fine.
But of course once those 2 weeks are gone people have the same life that drawn them to wanting opiates...as always there´s no other solution but to make your life so joyful and full of love you don´t want to take a opiate to bring it down.
When you were 6 years old and full of life, or where you had a perfect day with your gf etc...would you want to put that love/exhuberance down by taking a chemical? No.
But because we are not feeling like that and we suffer our mind we want to put it down and we call that 'bliss'. No, that is not bliss. But when one is in a state of distress when that distress is eliminated we call that bliss or 'being high'.
Actually is not being 'high', is being 'low'. But anyway.
