foolsgold25
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Can anyone help with an issue I’ve been having whilst tripping?
I took Mushrooms yesterday (Pan Cyans) and I seem to return to the same place each and every time. Almost 7 years ago, 2 years ago & then today I get this exactly feeling.
After one hour I think of this phrase”wibbledy wobbly” “wibbledy” - I’m not sure if it is that thought or if my brains trying to think and it’s looping and it somehow feels like this sound/thought? There is no vocalisation of it, just the thought. It feels like I am“thinking” this over and over again, I also get the feeling that this thought is burrowing into my head like an insect and audio hallucinations of hearing high pitched screeching? This exact scenario happens each time I take Acid/Mushrooms) and it adds a bad vibe.
It literally appears and then I think “oh no not this again” and it has a feeling of being evil almost like some strange entity is creating it. I only took a light dose yesterday so I enjoyed the majority of the trip, first hour was beautiful & then as soon as these sounds kick in I start to just laugh to myself and think “oh no not this again”
Hour 1 - beautiful
Hour 1-3 frustrating and not good
Hour 3-5 chilled and trippy
I’ve told myself I’ll never take higher doses as this exact issue always comes up.
Is it something to do with my anxious brain? Over thinking? Would meditation help? There was zero fear during this trip and It almost became laughable as I was just riding it out waiting for the trip to be over.
I took Mushrooms yesterday (Pan Cyans) and I seem to return to the same place each and every time. Almost 7 years ago, 2 years ago & then today I get this exactly feeling.
After one hour I think of this phrase”wibbledy wobbly” “wibbledy” - I’m not sure if it is that thought or if my brains trying to think and it’s looping and it somehow feels like this sound/thought? There is no vocalisation of it, just the thought. It feels like I am“thinking” this over and over again, I also get the feeling that this thought is burrowing into my head like an insect and audio hallucinations of hearing high pitched screeching? This exact scenario happens each time I take Acid/Mushrooms) and it adds a bad vibe.
It literally appears and then I think “oh no not this again” and it has a feeling of being evil almost like some strange entity is creating it. I only took a light dose yesterday so I enjoyed the majority of the trip, first hour was beautiful & then as soon as these sounds kick in I start to just laugh to myself and think “oh no not this again”
Hour 1 - beautiful
Hour 1-3 frustrating and not good
Hour 3-5 chilled and trippy
I’ve told myself I’ll never take higher doses as this exact issue always comes up.
Is it something to do with my anxious brain? Over thinking? Would meditation help? There was zero fear during this trip and It almost became laughable as I was just riding it out waiting for the trip to be over.